¢ A Penny for My Thoughts ¢

now in an extremely bad mood. for those people who jolly well dont have a single brain thing inside the dumb head well than SHUT THE HELL UP. this is a story with extreme hate and loathe.

CHARACTHERS
nathan
nathan's dumb m.u.m
nathans extremely irritating worse than a persistent mosquito brother.

nathan got a new cpu from his cousin. the cpu was meant to be a back up since the previous one died. so he took the cpu home and fixed it up. the next day well nathan was checking up the cpu everything. the software bla bla bla. well nathan tried a few games. he tried all the games that could be played. it only took a bloody 15 minutes.

beside nathan was his stupid brother a dumb idiot who is so pampered and loved that everything he wants the stupid mother of nathan will give him. the stupid brother was beside nathan and saw him trying the games. after a while, nathan proceed onto the firewall and stuff. well than the stupid brother ( i felt like using the bloody f word but thought better not) went to complain to his dumb mother telling her he want to play the computer well screw him. is he blind to see that nathan was checking all the protection system of the computer to prevent viruses. is he that blind. he doesn't even wear specs !!!! well so he went to nag about it. so nathan's dumb m.u.m ( stands for mentally unorganized mob) since she was cooking delivered a message to nathan's dumb brother to ask nathan to let him play. nathan was busy doing the protection soft ware in the computer that he did not care about his brother. (well like heck care about a dumb irritating person who is so blind. i dont think so.) than nathan's dumb bloody brother made a big fuss about not able to play the computer.(LIKE WAKE UP NATHAN WILL LET HIM PLAY ONCE HE FINISHES THE CHECKING THE PROGRAMMES.) but no that dumb idiot did not stop his fussing and wussing. he nagged and nagged until the mentally unorganized mob came in and started scolding nathan. this is the conversation.

(this is not in proper english since the freaking convo made me so pissed off)

m.u.m: why arent you letting didi play the computer
nathan: i setting up the protection right!! ( he was fed up of all the freaking nagging the brother did)
m.u.m: you do that for what! this is not our comp what why do this type of things
nathan:(this shows how much that dumb mother cares for her nieces things)
nathan: this is not our cpu leh what if the virus attack the cpu than i ask you what will happen we pay jie jie one is it!
m.u.m: you playing the computer lo didi say de!!!!
nathan:(well screw the world)
nathan: i only play like a while only right.
nathan: (people curious got problem arh bitch)
m.u.m: i dont care you better let didi play now!!!
nathan: the computers protection all off right!!!!
m.u.m: argh! *walks to the kitchen to continue cooking*

well the next thing you know, nathan's bloody brothers start his nonsense again. it piss him off so much he blasted the music. than nathan's brother went to complain to his m.u.m. (like i said too pampered) and than the next thing you know what the stupid mother just came over to the computer grab the mouse that nathan was using and used the internet. it really pissed him off. (like what kind of values did you teach me bitch and you're not following them)

this is the following conversationg after the dumb snatching of the mouse

m.u.m: you can let me use the computer a not!!!!
nathan: *gets up pick up his mp3 his handphone and went to the next bedroom*
m.u.m: *sits down and starts to use the computer*.

well do you know which dumb web she went to. she went to some random site and than just went in click click not even doing a single thing like paying bills online or something and than pass the dumb computer over to nathan's dumb brother. and do you know what is happenind, THE BLOOD VIRUS PROTECITON HAS NOT EVEN BEEN ON YET
and she was surfing the net. so nathan thought (screw you holy ass, i dont give a damn) and went blasted his mp3.

after realizing that his brother was mocking nathan got so pissed off he went out of the house.

another conversationg

m.u.m: where are you going!!
nathan: outside!! (if you are nto blind you would have seen it bitch)
m.u.m: go out for what!!!
nathan: i go fix my bike.

nathan did not want to stay in the house any longer. he couldn't stand it. after he fixed the bike, he went downstairs and tried to run away from home. but alas it failed after a few pedaling which got nathan near the road, the stupid gear broke.(it was too rusty) pissed off nathan went back home, parked the broken bike and went to continue reading his book ignoring the bloody world.

let me ask you guys a question, if your mother did that to you what would you feel, you were trying to set up the computer so that it will be safe from viruses and some idiot must have to say that you are selfish just wanting to use the computer to yourself. like what kind of rubbish is that. and than you have a irritating brother in which even you relatives agree that he is too spoilt who like to have everything his way if not he will start his stupid whining. THIS IS PREJUDICE!! if you get this type of nonsense almost everyday. and you cant say a single thing since your horrible m.u.m always uses her authority to I AM RIGHT EVERYTHING I SAY YOU MUST FOLLOW crapped up attitude. how can you voice out what you want to say huh. and than that dumb m.u.m just keeps going WHY DO YOU ALWAYS KEEP TO YOURSELF DO YOU KNOW FAMILY BONDING IS VERY IMPORTANT!!!! does she even realize her son hates her. she doesn't even know the family is falling apart. all she cares is that stupid boyfriend of hers. all your m.u.m cares about is her nice bf and have a stronger family in which she herself is breaking everything and you are just suffering there with no power to speak with no power to do anything but just be quiet and suffer. and that m.u.m is being SKITZO being so nice infront of her bf to her kids and being a moronic bitch behind her bf, a nice lady at church a horrendous mum at home. let me ask you WHAT KIND OF RUBBISH IS THIS. can you even take all this nonsense that nathan had been suffering for 11 years minusing the three years he was left with hes granmother for fostering. 11 years people 11 years how can you take it anymore. and whenever you rebel in your young age she beats you, you rebel know, she have to resort to telling the pastor that you rebeled and wanting her to talk to you. WHAT KIND OF RUBBISH IS THIS THE PASTOR IS TOO BUSY TO CARE ABOUT YOU DO YOU UNDERSTAND! let me ask you how horrible is that.

i would rather be a poor kid living in an orphanage than ebing brought up by a stupid family like this. why did dad have to leave, why did that eat shit appear what kind of stupid things are this. wouldn't it be great if all of them just perish and i go to a foster home or something. its so much better, people in the foster home have to make you feel loved so that you will get adopted. isnt that great at least i get to be loved.

the person with the initials of y i suggest you shut your bloody mouth if you totally dont understand the situation. i had enough of your nonsense. if you dont like me than spit it out i dont like you eithe that doesn;t mean you have to resort to back stabbing bitch!

wont this place be so much better if there was a teeensy love in the world

| Into My Thoughts @ 7:58 PM |