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Friday, May 30, 2008


i don't understand, if something as common as money, is being printed more and more each day, why are there still poor people living on the streets? where does all the money go?

do you know how they feel?
the poor and the homeless
the detested and the outcasts
the lonely and the hungry
the weary and the depressed

why is the world like that?

have you seen their desperate faces ?
anything they would do
for a piece of bread or some money
just to continue living

countless die of hunger each day, why isn't the government of the world doing anything?
all the government would say would be " it isn't in my power to help them, they have to help themselves"
how are they going to help themselves? i ask you how? if no one in society gives them a chance, and they fall prey into tricksters and liars who make empty promises of money to them?

why is the world so cruel?
why are we seeing what they want us to see?
countless people are dying, of hunger, conflicts, racism
why do we look at other people in different ways.
just because they look different, does not mean they are not normal
after all we are just humans

why give the term to all in this world homo-sapiens?
if none of the homo-sapiens sees different as normal?
people may be different, with different perspectives, different ideas, different ways of doing things.
but what they do, we see them as doing evil.

is money all we care for?
is putting ourself first all we do?
why is it that only the poor, the failed, the failures and the losers see the world as how it really is?
why is it that the rich, the winners, the big shots, the success stories and all those who have success in their head ignore the true face of the world?

the higher you go, the harder the fall

is this why the rich, the big shots, the success stories and all those who have success in their head ignore?
we were made to believe, that making money is the most important thing when we were young
and this thought continued haunting the minds of the young ones
polluting their minds of all things excpet making money

the smart ones, the kids with futures, all they wanted was to be rich.

how many times have you heard this sentence " i want to make a million before i'm 30"
how many times have you heard this sentence " all i want is to be happy, and i know making money will not make me happy"

how many times have you heard those 2 completely opposite sentence?

the poor are living shorter, the rich are living longer ask yourself is that fair?
if one day, the governments of the world were to go bankrupt and become one of the poors, will they finnally know how these people feel?

to be detested, hated and shunned.
just because they are different.

are we monsters, or are we humans?

donating to charity, is that really something out from your heart, or do you just want to go around saying

"hey i'm not stingy i donated to charity, i do not only care about myself"

well if that is what you're doing its wrong. or how about this thinking

"everything is karma, if i donate to charity, i would receive twice the amount back in the future"

is this why everything is so superficial? as the fall out boy said "golden plated" as simple plan said " is everybody going crazy?" as the black eyed peas said " where is the love"

isn't what they say so true?

why is it that the rich can only wear timberland shoes? but not sandals or slippers that has been worn out?
why is it that the poor can wear worn out slippers and sandals? and still be protected?

why is the world like that?

i'm just a kid sitting behind his computer screen
thinking of how the world could be a
better place if everyone would
stop thinking of themselves

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| Into My Thoughts @ 4:14 PM |


Thursday, May 29, 2008


have you ever heard the christmas song that goes like urm. 5 GOLDEN RINGS!!! 4 something something, 3 french hens, 2 turtle something, and a somthing pear tree.?

so today wayne and i were bloody bored ! (because we were in a air pork delivery plane)
so as usual page 666 was in progress.

and we came up with ths

a mid years examination christmas song!

on the first day of mid years my teacher gave to me a fucking english paper

on the second day of mid years my teacher gave to me social studies paper and a fucking english paper

on the third day of mid years my teacher gave to me chinese paper 2, social studies paper and a fucking english paper

on the 4th day of mid years my teacher gave to me chem paper 3, chinese paper 2, social studies paper and a fucking english paper

on the 5th day of mid years my teacher gave to me GEOG PAPER 2!!!! chem paper 3, chinese paper 2, social studie paper and a fucking english paper

on the 6th day of mid years my teacher gave to me mathematics paper, GEOG PAPER 2!!! chem paper 3, chinese paper 2. social studies paper and fucking english paper

on the 7th day of mid years my teacher gave to me POA paper 1, mathematics paper, GEOG PAPER 2!!! chem paper 3, chinese paper 2, social studies paper and a fucking english paper

on the 8th day of mid years my teacher gave to me physics paper 2, POA paper 1, mathematics paper, GEOG paper 2!!! chem paper 3, chinese paper 2, social studies paper and a fucking english paper

on the 9th day of mid years my teacher gave to me POA paper 2, physcis paper 2, POa paper 1, mathematics paper, GEOG paper 2!!! chem paper 3, chinese paper 2, social studies paper and a fucking englihs paper

on the 10th day of mid years my teacher gave to me combine sciences paper, POA paper 2, physics paper, PoA paper 1, mathematics paper, GEOG paper 2!!! chem paper 3, chinese paper 2, social studies paper and a fucking english paper

on the 11th day of mida years my teacher gave to me FN/Dt paper, combine sciences paper, POA paper 2, physics paper, POA paper 1, mathematics paper, GEOG paper 2!!! chem paper 3, chinese paper 2, social studies paper and a fucking english paper

on the last day of mid years my teacher gave to me listening compre, FN/Dt paper, combine sciences paper, POA paper 2, physics paper, POA paper 1, mathematics paper, GEOG paper 2!!! chem paper 3, chinese paper 2 social studies paper and a fucking english paper.

CLASS STAND!!!!! CLASS MANNERS !!! THANK YOU SANTA CLAUS!!!!

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| Into My Thoughts @ 9:29 PM |


Tuesday, May 27, 2008


currently in school, dying. i'm bored. so i'm here to blog about yesterday and more profound stuff =)

yesterday was O'level chinese examinations!
well i realise talking about examinations is zilch so i shall talk about me going out in the night =)

i went out with jasmine, briana (who are beside me now, slacking) . jordan and stanley.
we went to downtown E.hub and urm after serious thinking, i seriously think that place is too small to be a nice mall. sat the cadbuy ferris wheel and urm i dont really like talking about my days out. well urm mainly that's it.

anyway anson suggested me changing my blog name to therewasalwayslove
so i stared at him and went " look at the kfc cup in the pond, look at the piece of paper in the pond, is that love?"
therefore seriously no point changing.

this blog name will remain as it is no matter how happy i am.

because the world will only change from bad to bad unless people realise what is happening around them.
well i was staring up at the sky while waiting for the bus to meet the rest, somehow the sky said a lot of things.

so i came up with this


pots and pans and lets go to war


under the skies he stood
staring at the night sky
the aurora effect of the night sky
the dark clouds engulfing the sky
the single star shining

and he guessed the sky told him
the dark clouds told him
and the single star whispered
that no matter how bleak the situation is
there is still hope

and he looked around him
and he wondered
"was the star lying?"
china- earthquake
myanmmar- cyclone

countless left homeless
loveless
prices sky rocketing
oil prices increasing
food prices increasing
and basically proverty increasing

child labour, that's what's going to happen to countless
have you seen how they live?
the labourers
once known as children

the tears in their eyes
the hatred towards the world
the given up hope they have
in god and the world

the pain they feel
the hopelessness they feel
the silent suffering

nobody sees it

the labourers needed to survive
clinging onto their last faith
that some day they might be rescued
but countless still remain
as something they were forced into

the poor and the rich
two different worlds
both detests each other
for one is a snobbish freak
and the other doesn't believe anymore

sent to war are the poor kids
prevented from war are the rich kids
to war they go
with nothing but pots and pans
and they never return

was the star lying?
through its silvered lips?


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have you seen their tears?
for they die with nothing
but pots and pans
on the battle field

| Into My Thoughts @ 11:41 AM |


Monday, May 19, 2008


has anyone seen barney?? he's lost!!!!
THIS IS A CRISIS !!!
what will happen to all the little children who live on because of barney!!
THIS IS AN INTERNATIONAL CRISIS!!!!

where's our beloved purple dinosaur???!!!


image url http://i.esmas.com/image/0/000/003/806/barney_N.jpg

for those who have seen barney please go to my links and press on the link that i have given. then report where you've seen barney, what he's wearing (unless he's naked as usual), and the time. The rescue team would arrive there in a short moment.

*phone rings*

WHAT!!!! i just received a phone call. ELMO HAS BEEN KIDNAPPED. THIS IS DISASTROUS!! First barney is missing now Elmo!! omg!!

what's going to happen to all the lalalalalalalas?? they would have no where to stay !! (considering they live inside elmo's voice box)

This is disastrous!! I beg of the public to give me their immediate help!! this is important. The kids of the worlds are in distress. WE NEED TO FIND ELMO!!!

here's a photo for adults who don't know what Elmo looks like

image url http://artfiles.art.com/images/-/Sesame-Street-Elmo-Loves-You-Print-C12204840.jpeg


This is exactly why we need to find elmo!! ELMO LOVES EVERYONE SO DOES BARNEY!!! WE NEED THEIR LOVE.

hold on, a msn convo just popped up.

****
THIS IS TERRIBLE!!!!

NOW THE KING OF SESAME STREET IS GONE. where's our beloved Big bird. I am certian that their dissapearance are linked ! They are icons!! THEY ARE INTERNATIONAL ICONS. THEY ARE KNOWN WORLDWIDE AND NOW THEY ARE GONE. THIS IS DISASTROUS.

i therefore have no choice but to urge the public to report to the website given in my links at where you've seen them, what thay are wearing. and the time.

for those who love big bird loads heres a photo for you
(damn does he look like maggi mee)

image url http://marvel.loc.gov/about/awards/legends/biopics/Big_Bird.jpg

please be reminded that the link is at the very top of my links. THEY SHOULD BE OUR VERY FIRST PRIORITY!!! THE KIDS OF THE WORLD NEED THEM!!!!!! WE NEED THEM TO TEACH US THEIR "GOOD" WAYS.!!

now lets all stand together and mourn for the three great icons of the world. (just in case they are dead) =)

this is the website just in case you people are lazy to press my links press here if you've seen barney, elmo or big bird

-please help !!-


| Into My Thoughts @ 8:21 PM |


Sunday, May 18, 2008


Anson told me to do this quiz.
i'm doing this for the very first time
(and NO anson is not gay)

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Damn i hate to imagine that happening. it's like urm unthinkable! but to answer the question i guess i'll loose hope in everything.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To trash the world's novel markets with my very own book

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
sorry ! this is rated 21 i shall answer that after i'm 21

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
hur what's lying ahead of me now is my computer screen. therfore i'm not confuse

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
Rachel Ma Wei Lin!

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone. this world needs more love. look at the starving kids

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Done waiting. Invalid question!

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i don't secretly like someone. i'm engaged to the girl of my dreams. Invalid question!

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yea family, and feeling like a complete wastrel

#11 is being tagged fun?
i only like tags because i see them as a counter

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
family, small fry in the world, job,

#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
Rachel Ma Wei Lin is the first!!!! then urm family, Wanzhen, Nicole and Bffe's and Bffl's and Bestie's

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
ANSON IS DEFINITELY NOT GAY !!!! Anson is a very nice boy. I don't understand why people see him as a gay. So what if he acts weird. Weird is just being the person who brings change.

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. Money can't buy you love. (stupid question)

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eys (dumb question)

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
well i wanted to say that this is a dumb question. But i'm taking it back. Well it depends on the girl. But Right now DUH!!!!

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I'm starting to wonder if the person who create this test is a nutso, flirt and has nothing else better to do.

#19 what type of friends do you like?
I'm not answering this question. It's like once i put it there people would start changing. I DON'T WANT PEOPLE CHANGING JUST SO THAT I WOULD TREAT THEM AS A FRIEND.
(i love drama people loads)

#20 what type of friends do you dislike?
i'm definitely answering this. Backstabbers, insensitive, manipulative, with ulterior motive, and not being themselves.

after doing this quiz i feel like adding one more additional question. The question would be

#21 Do you think the creator of this test is a complete fag and retard?
LIKE HELL YEAH!!!

oh and guess what i'm not fulfilling task B it's dumb. Those who want to do this quiz (which i bet a million pounds no one would) can simply get the quiz from my blog.

end of story good bye =)

| Into My Thoughts @ 10:34 PM |


Friday, May 16, 2008



Have you seen the world today?
Have you seen the world change?
Have you realised the damage you have done?
just for some monetary gains.

Have you seen the animals?
The suffering they are going through?
Have you seen the people who fight for their rights?
The sadness in their eyes?

Have you seen the amazon rainforest decreasing?
Because of a few pieces of meat?
Have you seen the temperature rising?
or rather have you felt it?

Have you seen the starving on the streets?
The lives they lead?
Have you seen them digging for leftovers in the bins?

I certainly have

Have you seen the homeless?
The hungry and the depressed?
Have you seen the sadness that fills their eyes?
The love they all longed to feel?

Have you wondered how lucky you were?
To have such loving parents who never knew how to express themselves?
Have you wondered about the rich?
How they scoff and jeered at the poor?

Have you seen the children begging on the streets?
or those who have been sold to be sex slaves?
Have you SEEN the brutality of man?
just to survive in this world?

Have you seen the races and the religions fighting?
Have you seen the tears the innocents shed?
Have you seen the smirks on the guilry who walk away freely?
Have you seen the sadness this world is filled with?

I certainly have

Have you seen the lies they tell?
On telivision and magazines?
Have you ever wonder what you are learning?
Is nothing but mere propaganda?

Have you seen the world today?
The people who sacrificed their lives, land and many more
just to make this world a better place?
Have you SEEN the improvement?

Have you seen the decline in peace?
Have you seen the rise in hatred and vengence?
Have you seen mother nature cried?
because of the things that are happening in her

Have you seen the cyclone victims?
Have you seen the tsunami victims?
Have you seen the earthquake victims?
their suffering, their pain?

Have you seen how this world revolves?
The rich continues being rich?
The poor continurs being poor?
A widening income gap between the rich and the poor?

Ask yourself
can you do more to help?
will you see the pain they see?
what if that happens to you?

Save this world from the Brutality,
Hate,
Vengence,
Propaganda
Racism

can you hear gaia crying?
I certainly can

-can You hear gaia crying?-

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| Into My Thoughts @ 10:54 PM |





=) i got 28/30 for my english composition. which i don't know i think the marker was too light handed. it's like the highest compo mark i ever got in my life. so im going to put up my composition here so that Dear nicole and Rachel who is mine !!!who likes reading my blog so much and many others who arent in my class would get to read it.
hope you enjoy it

(dedicated to my dad for being there even though he never showed it)

the task given was
Describe a building you hoped would not be demolished because of sentimental reasons. (descriptive essay)
so here goes nothing

I think this story deserves a good title so urm...

It all began here

After many years, it continued standing. Against the weather, the pollution and the changing world. It's windows lost their sparkle and there were no doors. For twenty years it stood, watching us, ever so silently. Watching the world change, the stars and me. The greenhouse lost its colour, its petty coat of red had faded away. The greenhouse used to be filled with different species fo planrs. It was filled with life and two voices, laughing, crying and even cheering. now all it holds was the memories of the past.

We used to go to the greenhouse, to escape from the outside world. It was our place of solitude and peace. It was our sanctuary. Back then you were healthy and loved growing plants. If only that accdident never happened. Every night, after you got back from work. We would head down to the greenhouse and you would tell me stories, we spent weekeneds in the greenhouse, occasionally mom came along. She never liked the greenhouse, to her it was a building with many many plants. But to us it was our playground, our sanctuary and most of all it was the place where father and daughter bond.

I spent most of my childhood days in the greenhouse, playing, laughing and just loving to be with you. You tried to build a swing for me dad, I regretted asking for it now. I was only seven, with a mind of a five year old. I saw a picture of a swing in a garden and i thought it would be wonderful if i had one . So I asked you you to build a swing in the greenhouse and you said you would.

To me it took ages for you to construct the swing. I was impatient and would often throw tantrums until you went into the greenhouse to contiue building. I was ungrateful and took for granted that you will be by my side forever, how wrong i was.

As the years flew by, we grew further apart. Your job was tiring and i was being unfillial. Many times you asked me to go back to the greenhouse with you and my replu would be " you promised me a swing dad it has been so long, where is the swing? I would only go back with you when the swing has been built." How i regretted saying that now.

If i were to be granted three wishes, one of them would be spending one last day with you. We would go back to the greenhouse, and we would play like how we used to. Who cares if the swing was never finished. All i want now is to spend some time with the dad who loved his daughter too much, but never knew how to express that love.

One last day with you is all i ask for, to have one more day. We could run around the greenhouse, or just sit and chat. You never knew the problems i had, what i was going through, how i wish you were here now. We could even do some gardening togeter or we could clean up the greenhouse. All i want now would be to have one final day with you.

You promised to teach me how to fish (leh this is so true), how to garden and how to recognise flowers. But you left before you could teach. I say a prayer everyday, praying for the driver who knocked you down, hoping that he wil find salvation. Praying to you, telling you secrets which no one else knew. Sometimes I wonder if you are listening to my every word. Watching my every actions and I would hope that you would come and comfort me when I felt depressed. Do deceased parents become their child's guardian angel? Sometimes I hope that you would be.

The day when I heard that you passed away, I was only eleven (guess what so true). But i knew that i would not be seeing you anymore. I ran to the greenhouse and cried. It was the saddest day of my life, knowing that you would not be a part of my life anymore. I stayed in the greenhouse for two days, hoping that you would miraculously reappear. Hoping that you will spend one more day with me. But the sad truth was the you would not be beside me again.

The greenhouse has stood for more than twenty years. It lost its beauty, its sparkle and its colour. Most of all it lost the laughter which was once teeming with the sounds of a dad and his daughter. I died the day you died ( so true). I was never the same again. Demolition works are going on around the area where the greenhouse stood. I hope that it would not reach the greenhouse. The greenhouse holds more than plants and a half constructed swing. It holds memories of my past which i would never want to forget. The memory of my beloved dad. To me everytime I pass by the greenhouse, i would feel a presence and I knew that you may have died in this world. But you continure living on in the greenhouse.

********************

Well urm i combined ideas from the secret garden and since i don't know how to manage a garden i switched it to a greenhouse. Urm well basically most of them is rather fake except for the dad part. i actually almost cried writing this paper.

i was thinking of dad well writing this paper... well hope you enjoyed reading

- who loved his son so much, but never knew
how to express that love-

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| Into My Thoughts @ 10:23 PM |


Tuesday, May 13, 2008


i feel so.... i feel so.... well i don't know what i'm feeling like now. i think happy i don't know. i've finally cycled again after so long of non-cycling. it's like whooooo!! well i guess i'm having more and more dead skin on my hand. thanks to my wonderful bike.

well i went to 4e3 class outing today. as usual. BORING. well at least it wasn't as bad as last year. at least this time i brought my wondeful "wife" with me. if not i'll be sooo bored!

and guess what i cut my lan playing short just to reach the park on time. the worse part is that me and wayne were the first person to reach the place and there was no one there. considering that there were about 18++ people there. i would actually expect at least a few or at least someone to reach there on time. wayne and me were like

wayne: where are they ah? which pit no.
me: i don't know? i've cycled up and down but i don't see anybody

in the end wayne and me sat on the bicycle path was it just dfor the shade the tree gave. mind you the temperature than was like i don't know 100+++ or something. ok fine i'm joking but at least it was like 35 or something.

whooo well if i didn't bring my "wife" i would have died of boredom there. at least there was asri with his bike. whoo a wonderful bike he has. damn it i'm so jealous. however i would not pay 2bloodyk for that bike no matter how good it is. damn it the suspension was like superb! the bike was extremely light i can't believe that! my "wife" is much smaller and yet it's much heavier. haha well at least i notice that my brakes were better lol.

his gear system was one awesome twang. and his pedal's grip was super gripful with that spiky thing protruding out.

but still 2k. never !!! and he stil has that whole lot of biker equipment which after adding the price of his bike and my estimated value of the equipment. it should add up to like 2.5k? whooo.

well basically i was just stoning during the outing and eating my 5 dollars worth of samosa,mee siam and fishball, potatoe chips, pandan cake, coffee cake and mange juice.

i didn't eat the pandan and the coffee cake. i was too full by then. well i was expecting the outing to end at like what? 8? but the thing was it ended to early for my liking. (i don't feel like going home nowsadays, or rather i don't like coming home nowsadays)

so i went walking with jasmine and briana haha.
and we saw mr eugene lee with the dunman high students.

well at least i wasted enough of my time to make it home by curfew. if i had one in the first place.

well on my way home i almost got knocked down by 2 cars and a cab, and i almost crashed into jordan's sister.
luckily i braked in time and jordan's sister stopped moving. whooo well i'm sorry jordan and jordan's mom and jordan's sister for almost knocking into jordan's sister.

sigh there's not much point coming home nowsadays

nothing's going to be the same anymore

| Into My Thoughts @ 8:26 PM |


Saturday, May 10, 2008


will someone tell me how to run away from this place?

do you know how bloody irritating and annoying and difficult it is to stay here?

this place holds no love, no feeling.

i dont care what they think anymore can't they just leve me alone?
they think what they are doing will help. but do you know what it's like to be the one who's doing all your dirty jobs?
this place is like a slave house? what happen to the past?
i feel like cutting myself into bits and pieces!
this stupid place shows that you can never put your faith in anybody! in anybody at all .

trust someone and you would suffer.

it's too much !
they treat people as their slaves they treat them like their lost, their the one who are forgotten.

do you know how much that hurts?
i don't even dare to leave my computer now ! what if he being a bloody technician. takes away all the plugs again. unless i do it first!
guess im going to do that.


| Into My Thoughts @ 10:58 AM |


Friday, May 9, 2008


we have become what we fear most



have you looked into the mirror recently?

staring at the person who is staring back at you
and you realize, you don't know who that person is
he looks like you, but isn't you
she looks like you, but isn't you
you smile back
he turned away
she turned away
you move closer
he turned away
she turned away
and he dissapear
and she dissapear

you continue staring
wondering where'd your reflection gone
and you blinked
and the empty space in the mirror
comes another figure
a image
you examine he
you examine she
he examines you
she examines you
you move back
she moves back
he moves back
and you're certain it's your reflction you're seeing
and you take a breather
knowing its you

you blinked
and your face starts peeling
but you feel no pain
there is something underneath the peeling skin
but you do not know
your skin continues peeling
and what is beneath is finally seen
you stared at the person staring back

is it you?
did your reflection come back?
the one that dissapeared?

you continue staring
and he smiled
and she smiled
a sinister smile
and his face meld into yours
and her face meld into yours

you stepped away from the mirror as fast as you could
but all you see now
is that sinister smile spread across your face

what have you become?
a monster that you have feared most?
a monster feared by many?

and if you looked around you, the world isn't that different either
we have all become what we fear most
and yet we don't realise it
we just continue living everyday as it is
but deep down there is a soul
a trapped soul
imprisoned by the one
who took over its body
have we become what we fear most?
or have we become something
we never knew

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| Into My Thoughts @ 7:44 PM |


Wednesday, May 7, 2008


hello all,

i'm kinda bored studying. so i'm here blogging. i bet you guys are like " oh my god what happen to the english !! where is it?" "wheres the confusing posts" "where the sad posts" "wheres the emo kid" whatever seriously. i guess i'm going to blog like how i used to. until i have some ad stuff for you doofus =)

theres this song which rocks as good as crazy. and it's by simple plan again. god i love that band.

Simple plan- one.

the lyrics, the music. it all rocks.

"One"

We are the lost
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours
It's in our hands

We're the tear in your eyes
We're the blood in your veins
We're the beat of your hearts
We're the sweat on your face
We're the ones that you chase
We're the promise that you made
We're the voice in your head
We're the lies that you said
We're the kids that you pushed away
We are...

We are the lost
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours
It's in our hands
We are one

We're the pride of your lives
We're the light shining deep in your eyes
We're the choice that you made
We're the smile on your face
When you sleep at night
We're the best thing you had
But you left us behind
We're the kids that you pushed away

We are the lost
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours
It's in our hands
We are one, one

We're the pain that you feel
We're the scars that don't heal
We're the tear in your eyes
We're the reason you cry
We're the voice in your head
We're the lies that you said
We're the best thing you had
But you pushed us away

We are the lost
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours
It's in our hands

We are, we are the lost
The ones forgotten
And we've got nothing to lose
Together we stand up tall
We are one

thanks to http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/simpleplan/one.html for the lyrics (i'm too lazy to type them out)


don't you think the song is so meaningful.

the song is so true, it means a lot.

we've been lost many times because of our parents
we've been hurt many times by our parents
and many times we bottle them up
not letting them know
and it pains and stings like a bitch
we've been pushed away countless times
the best thing that ever happened to you
yet you cast us aside

but we've hurt you too
the scars that never healed belonged to us
we've made you cry
we've made you tell lies to cover up for us
************
won't acknowledge
won't care
cause you're not
who you think you are
and it's because of you
my life came into turmoil
and its you i hate
for coming into this life
go away stay away
i do not know you

***********

heres a picture for the song. i was at the beach with my friends and that's the picture we took




we're the ones forgotten
cast away into the sea
never coming back


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