i got severyly touched today !first person i shall honour not in order of merit like duh! WANZHEN ! SPECIALLY FOR YOU!--------------------------------------------youre the freaking best never met friend i ever had man ! ha has you touched me with your tiny fingers!seems like im the 1st person who said that to you ^^. sorry for neglecting you for ages wanzhen. i've been extremely busy! just remember im always here for you no matter what happens! let the scorns of the world be deaf to you ! and the second person! RACHEL!!!! MY GREAT PRINCESS BUG OF SOME WEIRD KINGDOM!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------its the simple things you do that touch my heart. its just those simple stuff you do that make me completely mesmerize by you. lets be together forever and not let stress get to you. I LOVE YOU RACHEL and i've been pretty busy lately so im also sorry for neglecting you! thanks for all those happy memories i shared with you lets make some more magic with just our simple hands and minds rachel! <3and this person due to sudden rememebrance NORMAN (short and simple)--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------been neglecting you too. sorry been pretty busy because of that belemut thing so yeah youre still one of my best friend even though youre miles apart and i know this message to you sounds gay but it is what we think that matters most and not what the world thinks!and one of that best person in my whole entire life that i've never ever got to thank MY DAD!---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------hey dad i really miss you. even though you will certainly not be able to read this. i want to thank you for always being understanding. youre the greatest dad in the world. sorry that you had to go so early. i really miss you. because of cancer you stayed at home for 3 years fighting the sickness. but it was you who did the best thing. you took me down everyday without fail to wait for the school bus. and you waited for me to come back. even though you were always reading on the bed. but you were always there for me. you were the most understanding person i've ever met till now. and it was till you departed that i realise how great you were. im sorry for being such a ungrateful person i seriously love you. if you had one more day to live with your perfect health restored to you, i'll spend the entire day with you. and you can bring your friends along and i wouldnt mind cause its the only one proper full day that i get to be with you. we can go fishing the art in which you never taught me. that would be nice wouldn't it. just one more day with you, would be extremely great. yea i want to see you again and to be with you. if best it would be forever. i love you dadand now another great person that gave birth to such a great son MY GRANDMOTHER.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------grandmum i love you! and i know you will never be able to read this cause you dont understand english. thanks for all those happy memories you gave me. i love you grand mum, for rising me up for 3 years when my parents couldn't. you took care of me like your own. i love your grandmum. furthermore, every saturday that the family come over, you would cook a feast. and its certainly difficult for someone like you for you're getting older. but that doesnt matter. youre still young in my heart. and knowing that washing of plates was a hassle, you went to but paper plates and disposable chopsticks for every saturdays meal. i love you granma and i wish you would stay with me forever. and for all those out there who i never thanked and whom i regard as a great friend.i love you guys for being with me. LET HAPPY MEMORIES SUFFICE NO MATTER HOW SAD YOUR LIFE IS. IT MAKES YOU HAVE A GREATER LOOK TO THE WORLD AND THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU. AND ONCE MORE TO MY DAD WHO ISN'T HERE WITH ALL OF US. I LOVE YOU DAD!!!!