I haven't been home for a whileI'm sure everything's the sameMom and Dad both in denialAnd only jokes to take the blameSorry, Mom, but I don't miss youFather's no name you deserveI'm just a kid with no ambitionsWouldn't come home for the worldNever know what I've becomeThe king of all that's said and doneThe forgotten sonThis cities buried in defeatI walk along these no-name streetsWave goodbye to All.....As I fall...At the dead-end I beginTo burn a bridge of innocenceSatisfaction guaranteedA pillow-weight catastropheOur own mission nowhere boundInhibitions undergroundA shallow grave IHave dug all by myselfAnd now I've been gone for so longI can't remember who was wrongAll innocence is long goneI pledge allegiance to a world of disbeliefWhere I belongA walking disasterThe son of all bastardsYou regret you made meIt's too late to save me(You regret you made meIt's too late to save me)As far as I can tellIt's just voices in my headAm I talking to myself?'Cause I don't know what I just said(And she said)As far as where I fellMaybe I'm better off deadAm I at the end of nowhereIs this as good as it gets?And now I've been gone for so longI can't remember who was wrongAll innocence is long goneI pledge allegiance to a world of disbeliefWhere I belongA walking disasterThe son of all bastardsYou regret you made meIt's too late to save me(To save me, to save me, to save me, ...)("It's too late") [x2]To save me, to save me, to save me, to save meAnd now I've been gone for so longI can't remember who was wrongAll innocence is long goneI pledge allegiance to a world of disbeliefWhere I belongA walking disasterThe son of all bastardsYou regret you made meIt's too late to save meI will be home in a whileYou don't have to say a wordI can't wait to see you smileWouldn't miss it for the worldI will be home in a whileYou don't have to say a wordI can't wait to see you smileWouldn't miss it for the worldsum 41 walking disasterthe son of all bastards... the forgotten son...
me!
i should have known you would leave me to suffer the sucker punch of getting abandoned. i don’t know why i delude myself into thinking everything’s going to be fine when the answer stares me in my face and spells out your treason.
i’ll linger in these rare moments of happiness forever but i can’t say for sure that when the time comes, i will be remembered for being the bitter, the brave and the masquerader.
people ask why i changed and why i lie, but the truth is, no one knows the person i once was and the person i have become; not even me.
i don’t think i’ll ever be able to fill in the void you created but i’ll shove you in the dark, along with everything else i never ever want to remember. i wanted to now you, to gain a little insight into what a ormal life could be, but i think i’ve gotten a little too far and i’ll never retrace my steps, stranded in the lonely marshes of the murky memory lane that was once the epitome of sunshine, spring and the wind in my hair. it was you after all, who would bring me Apocalypse, the end of all the beautiful things i’ve ever known, and also the end of the echoing sounds of metal against my beating heart and my ravaged soul.
i’ve been run down, dragged up and down the street and been treated to a healthy dose of the sort of grimaces you’d give a tentacle ridden monster that just waltzed into your living room, oozing heaven-knows-what slime all over your best carpet.
so please, don’t give me your smile that’s worthy of an Oscar award, don’t even try to catch my eye.
there’s so much hatred, i’ll have to swallow it all in lest it runs amok and fulfils the sort of horrors i daren’t even attempt in my dizziest daydreams; because i, of all people, know the damage that can be done when grievances are nurtured.
don’t ask me why, because it was a culmination of all the things i’d hoped would never happen. i know i deserve it for wanting to get things done and never pushing hard enough for them. that was just one of the things you taught me about my useless existence but circumstances made me choose what seemed to be the most viable option.
’cause you shine even in the blackest of nights
and this is where i stand in the middle of the horizon'
by rachel ma
(but the red words are done by me =P)
currently hunting for people to murder.top on the list NICOLE !!!! IM GOING TO KILL YOUreasons: cause i cant locate you and i need your help so its either your life or your help ^^2nd on the list TING WEI !!! IM GOING TO KILL YOU reasons: cause i can't locate you and i need your helo so its either your life or your help ^^3rd on the lisit NILwho wants to be the 3rd ?? ^^well than if these few people above are seen, they are currently wanted alive for interogation but if you hand yourself over, you may leave my office alive ^^. so people reward for finding them a wonderful slap ^^ so there i think thats enough good bye
for everything has a purpose and even a human being without any goals, thay have a purpose but what makes them stand out would be what they have inside of them.
IF I SEE MY WORK ANYWHERE ELSE THEN MY COMPUTER!!!!!! THE PERSON WOULD SUFFER A FATE WORSE THEN DEATH ITSELF!!!! =p
yep today is the craziest and bestest day eva ! (omcg i cant believe i used eva instead of ever nooooooo!!) well mum and _____ came back today. well ok we ate fish and co. wha ah h ah ha, rocks man i ate like 2 courses! well went to watch HAIR SPRAY TODAY people HAIR SPRAY IS ZIM ZAM ZOM NICE!!!! go watch it!!!!! taufiq rocks! he treated everybody to the movies and me juz and bry got initial D 4 card thanks to him!!! WOOTS. well theres something even more special then that well... the writing below is unfit for ordinary humans eyes. its pretty corny so woots lets bring it !happy 1 month!!! ( sheesh dumb computer i cant put caps cause the 1 will appear dam small) and argh im certain some donkeys are reading this sheeesh! (curses to people who shouldn't be reading this, shoo shoo) well argh i dont know what to blog about !!! sheesh let me rack my brainswell lets hope this worksyou were the light that showed me the way,
you made my world shine with light
and the coldness that lingered
was no longer there .
you melted the frozen heart
that was frozen for 4 years,
it didn't seem like it would melt
but you did
and that's all that matters
cause you're my wonderwall
you're my GIRL!
it was a complete change
after meeting you
you were everything that i needed
and you showed me the way
you cleared the skies
got rid of the fog
and made the world spin
thank for being there for me always
- you made me live again.-
whooo today is the 1st day of freedom. and i have nothing on to blog about how sad. even though i went out like crazy. whooo so this is the end.
seeds are not meant to be swallowed a plant might grow
