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Thursday, December 6, 2007


yes people i know, christmas is coming. and the first thing my dearest cousin amelia would ask me would be, "where is my christmas present." Well im broke people. like totally. so too bad for you =P by then i get my pay, christmas would be like so dam close so i wont have time to shop =P. ok let's cut the crap.

christmas is coming, yea. why do people always wish for a white christmas. i don't get it. why can't they just wish for a black christmas, where there is a storm pourin outside and that we would thank the world that we are safely at home and dry. isn't that more of a practical christmas in singapore. i think you guys do get it well here's another post.


THE UMBRELLA
every year, the christmas i go through, its always the same. A gathering of all my relatives and there would be caroling, turkey and wine. yes that's my christmas, every year, its the same. it''s like a routine, that happens every year. if it happens it happens we can't turn back time can we and remember you told me this

me: hey i just realised i dont have a single photo of you
you: uh huh and don't you think you should appreciate me more for not being able to see my face everyday =P

And i think you did your magic. i dreamt of a christmas, where the skies were empty with nothing but black clouds. And there was a storm. the streets were empty, its was night time. there was me, on the street, without an umbrella. so i went trudging in the rain soaked and wet with no where to go. ain't that sad. somehow you appeared in my dreams. I don't know how, you were found me, what you had in your hand was an umbrella. Then the world around me dissolved. it was raining again, but it wasn't night. it was daylight and we were both running around in the rain. That was magical. Me and you in the rain with no one else. we dont need an umbrella to stay dry. Cause in the inside, it was warm. people were around us, but we did not notice them they were just shadows with a life filled with misery. The rain may dampen people's spirit but yet we were laughing in the rain without a care. And screw those people who are staring for we've got each other and that's all we would need. we had the best day of our lives and it was christmas. i dont know why, but i long to be with you day and night. maybe its you or your magic i don't know. if i could dream of a person, it means i misses the person badly. And you were there. Who needs an umbrella when getting soaked is much more fun.

well i look around my room and everything i see, should remind me of you but it doesn't. because nothing in my room reminds me of you. it goes for both of you. maybe im just some loser who fails in keeping someone soul alive within him.


maybe im just dumb or maybe i ran out of words, but i dont know what to say.

i miss you girl


it's like we were meant to be

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