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Sunday, September 27, 2009

The Used On The Cross (Save Yourself Mix)

I needed to pray.
Got down on my knees,
I asked for a break from sympathy.

It started off soft,
then it grew to a scream.
I doubted anyone was listening.

Forget what I said,
Ignore all the voices in my head.
Is that what it takes, what it takes to believe?
I'm keeping my eyes open to see.

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe.
And all I can say
Is we go our own way, we go our own way

So save us.

Drink from the cup,
and you shall receive,
Sipping my glass thats half full of empty.

I needed to hurt,
I needed to bleed,
I need to feel something happening.

I got on my knees,
To ask for a break from sympathy,
Is that what it takes, what it takes to believe?
I'm keeping my eyes open to see.

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe.
And all I can say (and all I can say)
Is we go our own way.

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe.
And all I can say (and all I can say)
Is we go our own way. we go our own way,

So save us.

Over and over and I still can not believe,
We can't save ourselves.
Give me a chance up on the cross and watch me bleed.
And I'll ask for help.

Having faith in something you can't see,
Takes something else.
Over and over and I still can not believe
We can't save ourselves.

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe.
And all I can say (and all I can say)
Is we go our own way.

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe.
And all I can say (and all I can say)
Is we go our own way.
Send your prayers our way,
To save us.

(Cant provide link for song, there's only 3000 copies worldwide. )
Link to Lyrics

This is why The Used is sooo god dang awesome
Their B-Sides are really good
The Used!! Come to Singapore !!!! I will so see you guys live !!


So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
all i can say
i'm going my own way
I doubted anyone was listening
'
from a whisper to a scream
the silence deafens me
going my own way
away from the lies
we were taught to believe

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Monday, July 6, 2009

BLOOD ON MY HANDS !

OMG !!! blood on my hands by The used IS BLIMEY AWESOME !!

Their sound is going back to their first album apparently. It sounds heavier than in love and death and lies for the liars! FREAKING AWESOME !!

Youtube link to blood on my hands

I'm too lazy to upload the video so =D

Anyway !! The album is going to be available for preordering in 15 days !! AHHHH !!! OMG man!!
Awesome!!

feel the pain i never showed i hope you know its never healing ~~

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

past, present, tomorrow

Hey!
so yesterday went out with wayne for dinner. We went to Yuki Yaki at marina square.
Its like 25.60!! oh but its a all you can eat buffet thingy so yes 25.60 seems ok.
Heh apparently after not going out for 1 month + i still managed to find the freaking outlet haha ! wayne was like making us walk in circles!


So anyway went there and we kept getting served by the same guy. and we were like worried whether refilling the soup would have extra cost and the convo was like this

Wayne: Refill the soup no extra cost right?

Guy: No (after a while) But the changing of the aluminium foil have! its 5 dollars per piece. (after another while) Just kidding.

Haha ! i know! it was really weird but at least the guy was nice and he had a sense of humour. So we were eating and apparently wayne doesnt eat seafood! like really seafood or beef. So in the end i ate like 6 cockles and 2 clams! =D Oh and I ate 4 salmon! grilled!! haha !

Than there was that ice cream machine thing whee you apparently make your own ice cream. They have some liquid thing for you to pour on the pan and it actually becomes ice cream. You have to scrape it off or something. Those who have eaten it should know what im talking about. Oh My green tea ice cream wasted like hecks load of time! The layer i made was too thin and we were like using all our strength to scrape the darn green thing off the pan.

So apparently adding 2 bucks + onto 22 something was for the ice cream. So i think we abused the price for the ice cream. So all in all wayne and i ate 9 cups of ice cream. yes 9!!

wayne's theory on ice cream

Chocolate flavour + Cappucino flavour = Latte flavoured ice cream

Yes i know its really retarded.

Behold the wonders of our creativity (Chocolate mouth eyes and cappucino face =D ) Our dear kash!

Apparently the singapore flyer after getting screwed up by the media (recall singapore flyer stuck case) well the tickets going at 10 bucks! yes 10 bucks! and thanks to the wonderful apple for inventing the god forsaken i-phone we decided to rush to the flyer to like board the last ride. =D 10.15 heh heh. oh did i mention we left marina square at 10? haha

Zipped to the flyer despite my ankle in 5 mins =D i know im so awesome! and the guy at the ticketing counter was really nice

Him: Heh we're closing already but since i see you sweating like that i give you'll the last two tickets ba !

yes apparently we got the last two tickets until some random women appeared behind us and begged for two tickets ! Yes so if she wasn't present the last two tickets is ours. I still remember the guy telling him i'm sorry we're closed. HAHAHAHAHA!

Half way to our business class flight

and apparently parents think the same way! and no offense but it seems their vocabulary is about the same too! =D
Cause like both of us got a msg. Mine was from my mum wayne's was from his dad and it was like EXACTLY THE SAME! except my mum sent two messages

Yes the message went like this
Where r u now?
Why so late?

HAHA and im serious! the R and the U are both the same too k!
So reached home today morning 12 a.m =D

Yes i know this post is not all saddening and stuff

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008


All right people !!
By now you'll should know that i've been working at Sitex 2008 Final It Fair at the singapore Expo !!!
(If you don't know you're a jerk ! )

All right this time I worked for a company called MC2. Thanks to wayne
( if i didn't put the thanks wayne would kill me )

Ok so Please note that nobody works and take photos at the same time! Unless you're a big fat moron who doesn't want the money

Ok I'm not a Newbie worker at the It fair except that its my first time working for this company!
So the Way they do sales is sooooooooo much easier and i mean like totally !

Anyway i can't remember which day it was either thursday or friday i was so completely messed up that i actually wrote the sales order form on the other company's booth! How splendid ! So yea someone came to chase me away How horrible is that !

Anyway the person who chased me away is Yi ling some random girl and than i found out she was made to chase me away. Gosh the people over there! Anyway she's really nice and she watches American Drama Whooo!!!

Ok back to It fair now. My boss said this to me I quote or rather i can't quote because he said it in chinese and me being anti chinese is not going to waste my time typed the han yu pin yin to put in the words one by one so this is a translated version

He said this
Why are all your customers weird weird one!
And boy do i agree! haha !

There was this group of people who asked me whether the laptop was sold in China im like Omg how the heck would i know I stay in singapore HELLO!!!
Ok anyway after killing my leg cells for 4 days on the last day,
Kevin Wayne Zadkiel and Me became completely high !

We went to celebrate at Subway and this was what happen!
Subway person :Hi welcome to subway what type of bread would you like!
Us: What kind of bread you have left?
Subway person said whatever there was and than we said this
Us: EH we paying in cash leh got any freebies not!!??
Subway person just laughed and said Yes i give you more veggie haha !!

That was funny !

Oh yes after working for 4 days the thing sort of went into my head i actually bumped into some random guy and i said Sorry sir OMG!!!! well im cured now ladeeedooo!

Ok Zadkiel introduced me to Ramly burger but it was just so so! the eggs nice the end =)

All right after subway we went home
and please children do not
i repeat do not TRY THIS AT HOME!






Technically you cant do that at home because you have to find the bicycle print first =)

By the way wayne's a bad boy now ! He dyed his hair gold !! Poor Greenview a President gone astray =)



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Saturday, November 15, 2008


The much awaited post is finally here !!
Below is a photo of the amount of pilot rexgrips is have used in the entire sec 4 year
It may not seem like a lot but trust my count them and you'll freak out !

Enjoy !!


Now this photo was taken on the last day of O's
Wayne and I went to Tampines Ikea for breakfast and lunch!
and being the usual lame ones !
we spotted some wooden figurines and know the photos you are about to see
are rater NC 16 and may not be suitable for people with childish minds

Enjoy!!

I call this the seducer !!


You may not be able to see it cause its real tiny but enlarge it man ! look at the wooden figurines legs!!!
I call this Caught red legged!


The next set of photos you are about to see is of a TV crew in GVSS, they were recording some show at our basketball court! These photos were taken during study break.


The actresses bags! please note that the main characters are girls


Such big shots! royal treatment can! They need the crew to help them hold the umbrella!


The camera crew Belongings!


Setting up!!


I dont know what this is!
wayne told me its a high up camera
I think its a microphone !


Eh this is damn style! they actually have that train track thingy for their camera like OMG!!


These blue people are the supporting actors! they are supposed to be some little kids playing basketball!
and please note that some of them are actually quite good!

The next photo you are about to see may be disturbing to some of you!
What you are about to see may shock you and make you faint!
This was taken before graduation ceremony that inbetween time slot

Now watch!


This is awesome! The guys who did it really meant it! yes this is what happens when people feel that the school isn't doing enough! that my dear readers is a burnt school uniform!

And finally prom night!
Prom night was only fun like after 9 +
maybe because i was half dead or something
I didn't had time to do my hair! i sort of went to far east before that and met my friends quite late
anyway these arent all the photos that was taken. I'm still waiting for dear stanley to come online to send me the photos in his camera

These photos consist of Muhaimin, Amirah and ME! and this is called upholding Drama!!


That idiot picked my up like i weighed like a feather serious!!
Muhaimin, Me and Amirah!!



Haha this is a real funny photo! Amirah and me were supposed to seduce the camera!
somehow her face got butchered off! haha !


Now this is the proper one!
Dam i love drama!!


I don't know Wth is that silver thingy in my mouth
No.1 I was not eating anything
No.2 I do not have lip piercing
No.3 I am not wearing lip gloss
No. 4 that is not my saliva
Therefore my only conclusion is that the silver thingy is the light reflection!


My Drama Bestie !!
Me, Amirah!


Dance floor!
Please note that the dance floor was really small!!


Dance floor again!



Don't ask



Please do not take this photo for granted
I rarely become a poser!
So yes this is my whole Prom outfit!
I am not a poser XD
I really can't believe i did that

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Monday, September 22, 2008

A tribue to the Cca where nobody grew up

It was his home,
a home away from home,

it wasn't school like what many people thought
but it was a room inside the school.

a special room,
where everything was a joke.

this was where he spent his happiest moments
enjoying every bit of time he spent inside

the craziness,
the madeness,
the nonsense
and the wonderful people

it was a place where he grew up
a place where he's inner child roam
a place rather where nobody grew up.

The clueless steroetyped
that the room was for guys with an influx of Y chromosomes.
but the guys inside,
were nothing like the stereotyped image

they were all proper,
straight and
pretty strong.

yes and the best part was,
some had girls.

the room was a escape route
an escape
from reality,
from the coldness of the world,
from stres
from demands
from deadlines
from wars
from disputes

that was a room, where all worries dissapeard.

the room, was unlike any other room,
the people inside were great friends,
friends you know,
that will never forget you
no matter where you go,
friends who would be there for you,
friends with hugs
that felt warmer
than a burning fire place in winter

we screwed up majorly,
as long as we're in the room,

but we had fun,

we broke rules
countless

but we had fun,

we got locked,
once

major fun!

we made a fool of ourselves in public
laughed at tiny dicks

major fun!

we performed,
cause we belonged on stage

and we had fun

we bashed for birthdays
and made a mess of walkways and clearings

major fun

we scrawled and vandalise
never got caught

and we had fun

we were nomads once
but we fought for what we thought was right

such politics

we screwed the school majorly
and we made sure our voices were heard

such politics

we did busted campaigning,
screwed them majorly

such politics

such fun.

The room where the drama kids own.
drama kids rock my earmuffs off!

the room where there were no rules
no laws
no policies
just fun
nonsense
and
lots of love

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Bookworm !

Hello! I haven't blogged in a pretty long while.

well i've been pretty busy with my prelims half over and now being the holidays,
( HOLIDAYS WHOOOOO!!! NO MORE SCHOOL!!! WHOOO!!!) well this is the first time im actually so hyped up about the holidays.

because you see currently the school has finished the syllabus a LOOOOOOOONG LOOOOONG time ago!
and so the lessons in classes are
revision
REVISION
REVISION!!
REVISION!!!!!!

god well its actually pretty wonderful if you get to re-learn those things which you forget. but sometimes its like argh !!! i know this topic ready bla bla bla. well you know what i mean.

Wha'ts with the title? =)

well, i have completed reading 4 books in the month of august ending last friday! four freaking awesome books and i still have 2 more books to go!! =)


Yes twilight by stephenie meyer
one awesome story!
well i got these books like after my birthday but i read them like what 2 weeks later? which is like 2nd week of august =)
oh well everyone knows about this book so i shan't do any review stuff.
its basically awesome!
(zetsu bookmark!!!!)

Next in the series obviously new moon. i realised that this book is better written compared to book 1 twilight and i enjoyed it more !! yes the plot was awesome.
(Deidara bookmark!!!)

One of my favourite book in the series. well I like it much better because its so sad!! =) seriously well this book was pretty draggy at the start i took pretty long to complete this. Yes it's really awesome and i really pity Jacob black. Poor guy. sigh!!
(Sasori bookmark!!!!)

and i bet you guys will expect me the next book to be breaking dawn the fourth book that was release not so long ago. well let me tell you YOU'RE WRONG!!!

This is one awesome book!! really awesome! one of those best fiction christian books i ever read. Seriously! The books touches the soul more than the mind. This is what i called a soul book! and well i happen to chance upon this book while i was at tampines regional library! THIS IS AWESOME!!

On every side by Karen Kingsbury
seriously awesome!
anyway this book is about a guy named Jordan Riley who was hurt extremely hurt. (and by hurt i mean emotionally and mentally) Jordan riley the main characther in this book waged war against jesus and well basically thats how the story came about. A lawsuit against the town of bethany where he used to grow- up. The lawsuit regarding the statue of jesus standing in the middle of the park. and well it shows how the walls around Mr riley's heart got taken down.
Yes go hunt the book and read it. I absolutely agree with one of the critics who said he/she needs a box of tissues everytime she reads Karen Kingsbury's book.

This book really touches the soul and the heart.
Yes and i'm left with two books whooo i can't wait to get my hands on them!
the next two books

James patterson maximum ride series. (god sorry about the photo)
One awesome writer brings you the thing almost every kid ever dreamt of.
Having wings!

well this is actually the 2nd book i bought in the series considering this is the first book and i bought it second yea The irony. Well i'm done with the 1st book i bought of the maximum ride series. AND I REALLY REGRETTED BUYING THAT BOOK!!! AHHH WHY DID I NOT WAIT!!
so the 1st maximum ride book i bought was
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And why i regretted buying this book was
THIS IS A CHILDREN EDITION!!! I DON'T LIKE THE COVER!!! THE ADULT COVER IS SOOOO MUCH BETTER!!
Lets take a look at the adult cover shall we!?
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THIS IS THE ADULT COVER !!! OMG SO NICE !!!~~~~~
seriously this is the adult cover! its so nice! =(

yea so i'm going to start devouring the 1st book of the maximum ride series like today!

ok next up the final book that i'll read

The secret by Rhonda Byrne


ok well i admit i bought this book by mistake! This book has no synopsis or anything at the back! So i was like
the secret?! eh sounds nice so i bought it. I didn't know it was a non-fiction book. However, i flipped the pages and boy this book isn't that bad compared to the other non-fiction books i have. I'm not a really big fan of non-fiction book but yes this isn't so bad! =)



Ok i bet most of you are going omg this guy has no life! no life! yea i agree too =)
the hols aren't so bad actually.


so enough of books i recently watch a movie, you know those re-runs they show on tv?

well this is one awesome show

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Ok i know you guys are going this is a kids show bla bla bla
but heck some kids show have really awesome plots and they are really meaningful.

I mean who doens't want to re-live the perfect day over and over again?
well this kid, he got his wish and he was stucked with re-living the last day of summer over and over again!
pretty awesome show

he realised that living the perfect day over and over again can be a real drag and well go watch the show to find out!
well lucky him, he got to re-live the day over and over again so he could fix the day properly!

So,
that's the interesting stuff that i've been doing the past one month, unless you count studying doing something interesting and going to school, tuition, and my daily routin! ahh!!

yes awesome i'm going to get the maximum ride series.

oh and yes

i can't wait for the power of five series by Anthony Horowitz the 4th book The necropolis to come out in bookstores!! QUICK COME OUT !!! I WANT TO READ YOU
yes anthony horowitz is a super amazing writer that makes you not want to leave the book alone seriously!
ok this is the end
goodbye

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

elsewhere



http://www.bloomsbury.com/media/074757720X_250h.jpg

i just read this book.

elseswhere is an amazing book that i accidentally stumbled upon at the school's library. this book is one of those books that capture your attention from the start to the end. well actually i was extremely amazed by this book.

my class was brought to the library to borrow a book for reading for the june holidays. basically i was like heck it, books from the library are extremely BORING !! well i was chatting with wayne at some corner of the library and the title of this book captured my attention. so i took this book and read the synopsis and well it sounded interesting, so i started reading and ignored wayne haha. ( book trance can't blame me for that =P)

well i didn't borrow the book immeadiately. i dont know why, i just didn't feel like borrowing, but there was this panging feeling in me that went like go borrow that book you moron, you're missing out on one heck of a book. so well i went to borrow it and wa lah behold the sheer beauty of the content.

this book is extremely amazing, and as the compliment for the book said, " so convincing you find yourself wanting to read the book backwards when you've finished" amazingly true enough. this book is so comforting, it makes me re-think about death.

the story begins with the main character dying and she living her life on ELSEWHERE which is the place we people on earth call heaven, or the sky or whatever we call it. so basically like a normal person who just lost a close relative, she misses her family and everything and well. then she learns what she's doing affects her family who's alive. well basically read the book its uber-nice.

splendid is what this book is

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