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Monday, July 28, 2008


I have repeatedly repeated this point like ga jillion times, I AM NOT A SUBSTITUTE. it still seems to me that nobody gets this point.

gah

well basically, it means if you dont have anybody else to go out with and that there is still the guy next door, i'd rather you don't call on him. because what you will be doing is
- drag the poor guy out,
- if you see someone you know joys and joys of laughter
- you leave the poor guy alone and continue talking to the rest
- use him as a last resort for fun
its uber-irritating.

sigh anyway at least i know my friends care. even though what they did actually pissed me two-folds.

well basically they returned the movie dough back to me.
its like i went for the movie i'm paying why are you guys taking out 2 extra bucks each just for me
that is damn unfair
and it does not call for me feeling better either

guess im still right that nobody thinks like me

the reason i was pissed wasn't because of the money
its the principle that went wrong, THE PRINCIPLE and not the money.

why should i give a hoot for money?
when the world can be simplified if the government were to print moeny everyday and distribute it to the people so that they have at least a minimum standard of living.

yes its the principle that went wrong,
that day was screwed up because of the principle and not the money

and note i sort of figured out what you guys were going to do

clues provided
1. the group discussing obviously about the money
2. jordan passing the money to briana and jasmine
3. briana and jasmine taking another way back to class

that kind of like fit the entire picture into place in my head i was like

"god damn it its about the principle la. its not like i dont know you guys are going to stuff the money on my table or under the stack of papers on my table"

4. jasmine and briana hurrying wei xin to open the door faster

now the moving my bag part was a rouse to confirm my deduction and yes there i saw the proof.

sigh its about the principle.
not the money i dont need the money, money is only used when you need it and not when you want it.

and yes that day i felt like crap even though it was supposedly meant for celebration but

because i felt like a substitute that day
it isn't the first time something like that happened
i was getting sick and tired of people not having a say
and loads more

its extremely irritating.
and well partially it is my fault because i was the last to meet them. tree-top climbing took too long.

oh one more thing i got fine brithday presents. the bag is swell thanks.
but actually what i would really like was some words, like nicole's and ting wei's mug and note book where a small space of nonsense was scribbled on=) and amirah's awesome post. gah i love her !

this is actually the very first time i got angry for 3 whole days. my saturday, sunday and monday was complete trash well until drama that is.

ahh i love drama peeps their the friends you know that are not superficial.


it was never about the money, it is always about
THE PRINCIPLE

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