She needed a holiday, to escape, escape from the world. She needed to Run Run away from the horrors, the horrors that plague the streets,She could not endure any longer, That hypocrites shuold not exist, that this world could be a better place, sadly she knew that this world would never change, She needed a holiday, to escape, escape from the world. But she knew, she couldn't. She was nothing amazing, nobody great, She was neither rich, nor was she pretty, Her grades were average and she knew that there was no place in the world for averages. She wasn't street smart, She wasn't book smart, She wasn't good at sports, nor was she good at arts, She was just average. She felt useless, a good for nothing, having no one for respect, nobody know whether she exist,all she wanted was some recognition, but the title given to her would be The Girl Next Door. That ordinary girl, that girl who stayed next door, that girl who is seen taking the same route everyday but nobody cared about her She needed a holiday, to escape, escape from the world. Into a world, where there wasno hatred, no poverty,no sadness, no jealousy. n0 loneliness,and this world where she would live in, she would be happy, happy and contented, free from the burdens of the world, free from the cruelty of the world, free from the hatred, the lies the cheatings the hypocrites the above ones the disrecpectful the greed the loneliness the what ifs and the fear of living another day another day, another day of routines emptiness sadnessand this was who she was She prayed to god praying for an answer an answer of why did god create her when she was nothing but average and she was clearly good at nothing, was her purpose to be just someone invisible? because no one sees her, no one hears her, her thoughts are ignored, her existence unknown. and she sits by the lake hoping for an answer an answer telling her who she was meant to be
-She needed an answer, but all she got was
emptiness, loneliness and sadness
is this who she was meant to be?-
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