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Wednesday, August 20, 2008


She needed a holiday,
to escape,
escape from the world.

She needed to Run
Run away from the horrors,
the horrors that plague the streets,

She could not endure any longer,
That hypocrites shuold not exist,
that this world could be a better place,

sadly she knew
that this world would never change,

She needed a holiday,
to escape,
escape from the world.

But she knew, she couldn't.

She was nothing amazing,
nobody great,
She was neither rich, nor was she pretty,
Her grades were average
and she knew that there was no place in the world for averages.

She wasn't street smart,
She wasn't book smart,
She wasn't good at sports,
nor was she good at arts,
She was just average.

She felt useless,
a good for nothing,
having no one for respect,
nobody know whether she exist,
all she wanted was some recognition,

but the title given to her would be
The Girl Next Door.

That ordinary girl,
that girl who stayed next door,
that girl who is seen taking the same route everyday
but nobody cared
about her

She needed a holiday,
to escape,
escape from the world.

Into a world,
where there was
no hatred,
no poverty,
no sadness,
no jealousy.
n0 loneliness,

and this world where she would live in,
she would be happy,
happy and contented,
free from the burdens of the world,
free from the cruelty of the world,
free from the hatred,
the lies
the cheatings
the hypocrites
the above ones
the disrecpectful
the greed
the loneliness
the what ifs
and the fear of living another day
another day,
another day of routines
emptiness
sadness

and this was who she was

She prayed to god
praying for an answer
an answer of why did god create her
when she was nothing but average
and she was clearly good at nothing,

was her purpose to be just someone invisible?

because no one sees her,
no one hears her,
her thoughts are ignored,
her existence unknown.

and she sits by the lake
hoping for an answer
an answer telling her
who she was meant to be

-She needed an answer, but all she got was
emptiness, loneliness and sadness
is this who she was meant to be?-

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