Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Of cut up Hearts on a Lifeless Tree
I'm doing this because spacey did this.
Anyway The Used is one of the best bands i have ever heard.
One of those bands where their songs takes you away into another place where you face and confront everything you once thought you knew.
One of the most emotional Albums i've ever heard where the music is all about the music, the emotions and everything that makes a person human.
So below would be my thoughts when i listen to the songs
In love and Death
Take It Away~ Kill all haters they are not worth the time
I Caught Fire~ First song i heard by the used. Perfect is impossible
Let it Bleed~ The emptiness that never heals
All that i've got~ Fairytales are bullshits where adults use to make the world look a better place.
The never ending Despair
Cut Up angels~ Like a Gun
Listening~ Lies around you, no one's listening
Yesterdays feelings~ Yesterday is never coming back, held on by threads of memories
Light with a sharpened edge~ Losing yourself, Its not me that buried wreckage my soul
Sound Effects and OverDramatics ~ Kill. Smile
Hard to Say~ Its Hard to say. No one is bullet proof
Lunacy Fringe~ Running on empty
I'm a Fake~ All the hidden you
Under Pressure ~ this was a cover so wasn't written by the used. But yea this song was awesome.
Sink deeper
Labels: Another day thinking
Thursday, July 16, 2009
The major long overr over due pictures
Nicole i uploaded the pics finally!
Everyone take note of the BIG NAME ON THE BOTTOM LEFT OF EVERY PIC
I swear spacey is going to say something that will make me want to kill her
Briana would also say somthing that will cause me to call her Banana or something
The rest enjoy =D
Labels: Another day thinking, Random
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Of stardom and broken dreams
In this big mansion she sits
with chandeliers brightly lit
staring into
the mirror ahead,
not recognizing who she sees
Outside the moon fades
lost amongst a million faces
strangely familliar
yet unfamilliar
in many ways
The lights shines in
remaining in a dream
why does no one wake her up?
Lost, in a image sewn
by ambitions of this lost girl
In her sedan she sits, thinking
with candles flickering
where is that girl of once yonder past
she has been, consumed by lust
that perfect smile seen
how long has that lie been?
tears trickle down
tears
of a lost identity
and they say
if i were her
would i not be the
happiest person in
the world
Who is that she sees
staring quietly at her
that little girl with the bear
do i know her?
The girl behind the mirror
The girl in the sedan
The girl lost in a dream
Sewn by broken aspiratoins
that little girl with the teddy bear
who is that girl she sees?
lost in an image, in a dream
where there is no one around
to wake her up
Labels: Another day thinking
Monday, April 6, 2009
Memories of today
Out the window
houses
the once familiar road
now unfamiliar
the bus stop seen
the place that triggers
the memories of what happiness
now sad
floods into the heart
if time could standstill
would it not standstill
at the place
where content brimmed
Everything distant
so close yet so far
memories of yesterday
haunting thoughts of today
the once familiar route
gone to the back of the head
and weariness came
for gloom overwhelmed
the sun
shining it seems
but pass that route of once pleasant memories
the spotlight shone
on the single spot
unto a soul
nature unkind
shadows of the past
afeared
shadows of today
overwhelmed
thrust into oblivion
the heart once
thumped
is it hard to believe
a spot where laughter were heard
a spot where smiles were seen
would be the same spot
that destroys
long to walk along
the route of once pleasant memories
the route where grass unkempt
the route where time stood still
no more
-for i miss you terribly so-
Labels: Another day thinking
Thursday, March 19, 2009
somewhere away from here
One more day it seems,
another day into the mundane,
where nothing is made
and the screams surround
Alone on an island,
where bridges built,
onto foundations of
nothing but
crumbling statues
the strings are breaking
the world thus drifting
shrunk into a shell
isolated amongst
pictures faded
images blurred
dissapearing
into that known as
memories
closer they wanted
further it seems
closer they wanted
closer it became
bleak it was
the smiles gone
fading into that blackhole
one never to die
anymore
thrust into madness
of what seemed
seemingly ordinary
Labels: Another day thinking
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Enshackled
Is this all it seems,
of all the mundane stuff,
of all the nonsense,
laying,
breathing,
barely,
of what is stated,
for now are below average,
nothing extraordinary
only below average.
for she was sleepless,
for six years,
emotionless,
for all has been lost
turning to the ghost of her nightmares
to breath once again
in that mundane past
where everything seem all
damn right
promises of a better tomorrow
is it ever coming,
to see the sun rise above the clouds
and to see dusk fall,
the moonlit once more
for these eyes
have seen lost
lost into what oblivion
the treacherous now
imprisoned
because it hurts
to see you
hurt
Labels: Another day thinking
Monday, February 16, 2009
Blow the candles out
Blow the candles out
And listen to the whisperings
The murmurings
The silent tear drops
What have you done?
Is this what we want?
For the tears to continually shed
And disappear into a labyrinth of emptiness
Stir the cup
The petals fall
All that remains
Is the screams of the oppressed
She cried
Tearing
For what is no longer
No longer hers
The fear lingering
Like a thick shroud
of unwavering memories
ones that lingered happy
only to know they’d remain memories
The power lines went out
And she was all alone
Engulfed by the darkness was she
She who had only memories left
Memories of those she held dear
Those that made her smile
Those that were no longer there
She wanted to
Scream and Shout
For them to come back
For them to hear her once more
For them to shower her with love
For them to know she loved them
She never knew how to express
She thought she did
But all She ever did
Was cause hurt and misery
Without her knowledge
They took the pain
Without a single word
Suffering in silence were they
But in silent content
Clinging onto the hope that
One day
One day
Everything will be better
But that day never came
Not until it was too late
Not until the fading
Begun
That day
Some day
Another day
The day
Never came
For everything was too late
Clutching onto what was memories
Memories she didn’t want to lose
Memories she knew
Money could not buy
Memories in which
She once felt whole
Slide open the windows
Look down into oblivion
Nothing mattered anymore
Everything was bleak
And all she knew was that
Leaving this dreadful place
Where emptiness triumphed
Would make her happy
Whole
She closed her eyes
A gush of wind hit
A silent thud
Smiling
- Jonathan Ho
Blow the candles out
and scream
a loud coherent sigh
Labels: Another day thinking
Sunday, February 8, 2009
The world is screwed
Drought in China
Blazing temperatures in Melbourne
Blizzard in London
War,
poverty,
famines,
instability,
corrupted officials,
riots,
messed up politics,
seven hundred billion bill out,
twenty point five billions scheme,
retrenchment,
6 dollar per day,
thefts,
murders,
homicides,
can you finally feel the cold?
and thus the candle flickers and dies..
Labels: Another day thinking
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Why put bullshit here?
Why let people know about your life?
When there are people out there who needs the attention the care
When there are people living in slums
When there are the homeless
When there are the destroyed the discared the used
those who shed a tear
those who need a bowl of rice
those who need a hand
Why giggle?
when your smile can be shared
look at them
can you see their sadness behind that ever smiling face
the smile which shows they are contented with what they have
even though what they have
is nothing to what we have
look at us
the frowns
what we have
what are we
to complain
who gave us the right
to insult
to manipulate
to run away
to frame
to despise
to slither
to skewer
to impart
can you hear their pleas
can you hear their cries
for someone to care
can you hear the cry for
PEACE
what is a family without
PEACE
insanity
we tolerate
peace
something we hope for
failure
not tolerated
success
on others people demise
what are we
what are we
what are we
who gave us the rights
to be different
to be superior
i tear for the world
the world
where peace is a
foreign object
a object revered
something
alien
and i tear for the world
for gaia
for her
who needs peace
-J Ho
Labels: Another day thinking
Monday, November 17, 2008
So he screamed
screamed
a sound
so sad
that the plants
withered and
die
No wonder
he doesn't believe
when he looks back and reads
or rather watch
the texts written
in blood
on the times
he has been let down
The smell of metal
that red goo
hardened
permanent
left
onto
that text
Where the numbers
scrawled beside the words
were never ending
ever watched those cartoons
where the kid has a uber long list for santa
Well that list is seen short
in the
red text
Maybe hes shouldn't expect
expect anything
because it always happens
and he should get use to it
they say
the third time is a charm
but did they ever hear
that
the third time
is a bane
thrice
it happened
thrice in a single day
how much
can this poor soul take
to believe
in nothing but
thin fibres
hanging
on
a thin line
of the word
faith
have faith in me
they say
but he doesn't know
anymore
maybe its better
to just
throw it all away
cast away
this
already
tattered
and torn
soul
into the sea
of nothingness
to be away
would be
better?
so he questioned
Labels: Another day thinking
Sunday, November 16, 2008
The voices around me
will they just shut up
go away
leave me alone
I just want to be left alone
Maybe its the time
i do not know
but solitary existance made prolonged
might have a impact
I'm losing myself
in a sea of questions
never answered
so screw it
and buzz off
Nobody respects
the decisions i make
is everything i do wrong?
or was it just your biasedness
that made me
do what i do
today
I turned to the blade
the slick figure
small
yet deadly
like a cobra
only venomous
to ease this pain
Penicillin or none
it doesn't matter
it never works
this pain
what is it?
This word
that is etched into your head
can you get it out
because that word
does not apply for us
Don't butt in
when you shouldn't
Don't stay away
when you shouldn't
but you do
and i'm sad
Who am i
to believe in anymore
the people
with their masks
the people
who aren't
people
So scream i shall
but nobody hears this scream
the scream that is most frightening
the scream that
no one hears
We are troubled
but none of them knows
We are troubled
but we don't show it
not to you
to people
whom we cannot trust
are you empty?
cause i am
empty
are you all alone
cause i'm empty
i'm hollow
The smiles
are they lies
to put on just for show
they say you use 25 muscles when you smile
no wonder
its so difficult
I have issues
but its not your problem
you dont have to care
because the issues
came from you
You may have more sense than me
for all i care
your sense is clearly wasted
because from what i see
you're blinded
and the lion sleeps
inside
and when it wakes
i suggest you stay away
because
dinner would be ready
and the main course
would be
you
and
you
Labels: Another day thinking
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Because i dont know who you are anymore
She shouted
in a place where voices
were pre recorded
because
She couldn't shout
in a place where voices
were spoken from lips
because
of you
the one who made her life miserable
where everything she did
was never enough
everythign she did for you
you couldn't see
because
you've changed
no longer the person
you were once
no longer the one
who taught the right values
and no longer the one
who followed what
you taught
because
you're blinded
by the one word
in which you missed
by the man
who came in
because
you were lonely
and she understood
what you needed
she closed one eye
and the horror began
because
you thought that everything
he did was right
and everything he did
was worth following
because
you were once the one
making the decisions
you needed a break
from making these decisions
and have your desires
fulfilled
because
you were lonely
and she knew
that;s why she kept silent
throughout
and no matter how she didn't want it to happen
she knew
her thoughts were nothing
compare to the majority
and that it was redundant
because
she knew
whatever she did
was never enough
whatever she did not do
was always seemed
as something
grave
because
you were stressed
she knew
but she wondered
does that give permission
to blame someone
for a crime
that she didn't commit
does that mean
that whatever you've taught
no longer has to be followed
and what happen to
living by example
because
she was innocent
you blamed her
and you started questioning
about the two words
known as family communication
she knew someone
known as ____
but that someone
is not you
because
you've started forgetting
how to communicate
and you didn't realised it
for you saw your age
as someone who wouldn't
make trivial mistakes
like forgetting
how to communicate
and when you made a mistake
instead of saying the word
in which you STRESS so much
to be heard from her
you just kept silent
or go with a word O
if not you go back to pointing out
what she blamed the innocent for
and that you were not in the wrong
because
SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE BLOODY HELL YOU ARE ANYMORE
SHE KNEW YOU FOR A VERY LONG TIME
AND THAT COMING FROM HER
MEANS YOU BETTER LOOK AT WHAT IS GOING ON
Labels: Another day thinking
Monday, October 27, 2008
Again
Again nothing
Again someting
Again compounded
Again maginified
Again maligned
Again lies
Again nothing
Again from the trash
Again blown up
Again fessed up
Again the same old thing
Again always
Again bombarded
Again for nothing
Again faulted
Again for nothing
Again always
Again her
Again for nothing
Again for your
Again enjoyment
Again made up
Again to look like a victim
Again nothing
Again you're right
Again she's wrong
Again fantasies
Again where she need to go
Again to be blamed
Again for something
Again she didn't do
Again nothing
Again became something
Again blown up
Again multiplied
Again for bloody nothing
Again made to be silenced
Again to prevent
Again made to look like
Again everything
Again things that she did
Again were made to look like nothing
Again things that she didn't do
Again made to look like something
Again defeated
Again lost
Again for nothing
Again for nothing
Again she didn't do nothing
Again made to look like something
Again for your
Again enjoyment
Again she see's your laughter
Again behind that mask
Again your laugh
Again you saddistic shit
Again nothing
Again maligned
Again everything's her fault
Again blamed
Again for nothing
Again she would say
Again a pleasant word
Again for nothing
Again all over
Again
-Jonathan Ho
Again blamed
Again for nothing
Again maligned
Again for nothing
Again made to bear the consequences
Again for nothing
Again not able to explain
Again pissed
Labels: Another day thinking
Sunday, October 26, 2008
I know you didn't
Do you see that kid?
Sitting in that corner?
The kid who was so afraid.
I know you don't.
Did you look into her eyes?
The eyes filled with
fear
hatred
loathe
I know you didn't
Did you talk to her?
listen to her problems?
because all she needed
was a listening ear
I know you didn't
Did you ever once
listen to her explanation for the things
she'd done wrong?
The reasons why
The logical explanation of it all?
I know you didn't
Did you ever not jump to conclusions
maligning the poor girl
of every single thing
in which she did not do
I know you didn't
Did you ever love her,
as much as you love
the one who came in
I know you didn't
Did you ever see her?
Crying,
Hating
Swearing
I know you didn't
Did you ever took a glance at her,
and let her know that
she existed
or did you just do it,
when you were bored
and needed someone's accompaniment
I know you do that all the time
Did you ever wondered
why she never strayed
over to the "dark side"?
I know you didn't
Or did you believe
that she was still a kid,
a kid who will always remain
7
ignorant,
innocent,
pure,
I know you still believed
Did you take time
to listen
to her sorrows,
the songs she listens to
and felt how she felt
about you
I know you didn't
Did you remained by her side
in her deepest darkest moments
where she sought
the blade,
the height,
the night lights,
to end it all
even when you were present,
and you could have stopped the tragedy
because you were present
I know you didn't
Did you see her as who she was
instead of her
as the image
in which you wanted to create
that perfect painting
I know you didn't
Did you ever understood?
Why she did the things
in which you found hatred in?
Did you ever thought
for a moment
that what she was doing
was to benefit you,
to help you
so that you wouldn't be
lonely
affected
annoyed
unhappy
I know you didn't
Did you realise
that she started hating
coming home
that this home
was now
a cold place
where she remained invisble
until you want to see her
Because i know you didn't
Did you ever sought help?
for yourself
for her
and the entire family
because she knew you did
when we were broken
but you didn't know
she knew
Did you ever wondered
why she only has one pair of jeans
a wardrobe
that was all black
a wardrobe that never changed for years
I know you didn't
Did you ever wondered why
everytime you ask to go out
for a family outing
she refused
and when she had no choice
there wasn't
a shining sun?
I know you didn't
Did you ever realise
how broken she was
how hurt she was
and how piercing
your words were
I know you didn't
Did you ever compliment
or was everything just
you can do better
and when her dumbness showed
you chose to magnify
compound
multiply
intensify
Did you feel how she felt?
I know you didn't
Did you realised why
she found her paradise
in a place known as
a book
I know you didn't
Did you ever realise why
she always wore black
why she could never smile properly
I know you didn't
Did you ever realise
that she was hiding
hiding everything
from you
away
to prevent
avoid
I know you didn't
Did you ever wondered why
the doors closed?
the musics loud?
and hear the screaming
behind it all
I know you didn't
Did you ever look into her soul
before she enclosed it
into a hard shell
never to be opened again
I know you didn't
Did you ever wondered why
she hated talking to you
or have you realised
that she was a human
I know you didn't
Did you ever look at her
upon as someone
who would accomplish
great things in the future
or was she another average
created by the likeness
of you?
I know you didn't
Did you ever look
behind it all
the walls
the barriers
the doors
(you gave up halfway)
I know you didn't
Did you ever wonder why
she took a liking
to becoming anti-social
becoming alone
becoming quiet
I know you didn't
Did you ever heard the word
Sorry
I'm certain plenty of times
from her
But did she ever hear it
coming from your mouth
even though
she was wrongly blamed
for the things she didn't do
I know you didn't
Did you ever waited
for her to come home
were you ever worried
about the pain
the dagger
sheathed into her
heart
I know you didn't
Did you ever tried listening
to her mind
the sentences
that she wanted to say
the stories
she wanted to tell
I know you didn't
Did you ever look her in the eye
and said
i love you
sincerely
and not because you done something wrong
after she was 8
I know you didn't
Did you ever wondered why
her memory was really good
were you ever worried
of what memories
she would be remembering
and what she wouldn't be
I know you didn't
Did you ever
took the time to realise
the ever summounting
hatred
sadness
coldness
she felt
I know you didn't
Did you ever listen properly
to every single sentence
she actually said to you
did you hear
the plead
the malice
the sadness
the anger
I know you didn't
Did you ever see the scars
inflicted onto her body
the injuries she took so much pain into hiding
so as not to trouble you
I know you didn't
Did you ever wondered why
she withdrew into herself
never to have a proper
chat
with you
again
I know you didn't
Did you ever wondered why
a good kid will stray
away from the proper path
away from the way where everything was right
I know you didn't
Did you ever wondered why
no matter how hard you tried
you couldn't reach
the cold girl
that was once named
sarah
-Jonathan Ho
I know you didn't
I know you didn't
I know you didn't
I know you didn't
I know you don't
Alone in the darkest hour she was
Alone was her in this world
Alone was her where she'd endure the taunts
from those so called
Alone where she was
even though the place
was what it seemed to be
Alone in a place
where there will never be
Alone because she knew
she knew you didn't know
-Jonathan Ho
Labels: Another day thinking
Friday, October 24, 2008
The original version of silenced
The shadows lurked around,
the alley was unusually packed,
but the silence was compounding
The alley was filled with lies
empty promises
and hatred.
Rain came pouring down
but not a sound was heard
not a sound
not even the sound of the wind
Silent
a place with no sound
a place where the voices of all
were taken away
The people were opressed
they were forbidden to speak
eventually they gave up trying
The government took their voices
their rights
their sound
and they weeped in silence
hoping one day that
their voices will be returned
for they know that they are under constant surveillance
from the higher ups above
and on word might land them
behind the steel bars
where people have been known to stay,
forever
It is in this alley where democracy is practised
But what little democracy practised
resulted in the alley
losing its sound
For the name democracy was made up
for the political system was really
something else
This alley remained silent,
not a sound uttered
even though lips moved
the weather too
seemed to obey
the silent rule
It is in this alley
where conspiracy occurs
where lies covers the truth
where empty promises overtake promises
and hatred
littered the street
Is this how it is going to end?
voiceless
Soundless
only
silence
cause many
are shivering in fear
- Jonathan Ho
Silenced for they were forbidden to
speak
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Labels: Another day thinking
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Motivational phrase I
Ok note,
i am here to put in a motivational phrase that i invented myself!
(you guys know i am rarely motivational)
When everything seems dark ,
When everyone seems distant,
When nobody seems to care,
When you feel invisible,
When you're down,
When you tear,
When you need a listening ear,
Pray
because god will listen
for he loves you
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Labels: Another day thinking
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
She grew up
to fast
learning to bottle things inside
learning to not trust anyone
learning to keep her mouth shut
learning to be invisible
suffering in silence
hating
silenced
empty
lost
thinking
because whatever she did was never enough
whatever she wanted to say
was of no value or meaining
She could never stand for what she thought was right
She could not meet the expectations of the one who made her grew up so fast
She could not voice her thoughts
and whatever she did
the goods were brushed aside
the bads were magnified
and she could not do anything
not even mutter
a single swear word
in hearing range of her catalyst
and any blunder she made
was deemed as
laziness
stupid
and many more
never was it an error by accident
it was always her fault
she had enough
she wanted to scream,
but she couldn't
she was still under the rule of her catalyst
she wanted to escape
but she knew
her catalyst will find her
and never forgive her
her catalyst
the words from the catalysts mouth
pierced her heart
so deep
that she couldn't scream f*** me
The catalyst wanted a perfect child
her
but the catalyst knew she failed
and her perfect child was someone
imperfect
Sarah grew up hating
because of the way she was taught to grow up
keeping everything to herself
nothing to others
hating
her siblings were rewarded once or twice
but Sarah
never
she felt like a castaway
a alien
and she wanted to shout
at the catalyst face
but she knew she couldn't
she was silenced
and the catalyst would blame her
for not communicating
when in the first place she was silenced by her
The catalyst found fault in every single thing she did
and evey good thing Sarah did
was swept under the carpet
Sarah lived
from yesterday
everyday to her was a repeat of yesterday
the same old
crap
She needed to voice out her thoughts
but again she was silenced
she never had a say
and she knew it
take 2007 for example
the big event in her life
she objected
but the catalyst went ahead
she knew that there was no point objecting
and now
she suffer the mistakes the catalyst made
take 2005 for example
the event that she knew
the catalyst was running away from her past
she objected
but again
her voice was not heard
she was never respected
she was never treated as someone worth talking to
and she was seen as the child of yesterday
she would never voice her thoughts to the catalyst
because she knew
that the catalyst
was no longer worth trusting
and believing in
she starved herself
so that she can pay the catalyst back
she didn't want to have any relations with the catalyst
but part of her knew
that she needed the catalyst
and the catalyst needed her
she hated the things the catalyst did
but forgave the catalyst
she wondered why did she forgive?
because she guess it was not in her nature to hate for long
but the hatred was building she was sure
she never looked forward to going home anymore
home was just a place
for her to sleep
home was just a place
like a hotel
except it was not a classy
and of cause there was always the catalyst
home was just a place where her troubles never flew away
what is home?
she never really knew
home was just to her, another
mistake
Labels: Another day thinking
Friday, September 19, 2008
Insensitive
And she stared at him,
giving him the 'fuck off' look
what was his problem?
she thought to herself.
what was his issue?
so what if she was not as smart as he is,
so what if she was not in the same class as he is,
even though she achieved better grades,
so what if he learnt more things than her.
so what?
she hated him,
loathed him,
spits at him,
but she never speaks up.
they used to be friends,
he still think they are
but she knows he sucks .
She lit the lighter
and burned the picture.
Insensitive that's what he was
and she knows,
she wasn't the only one.
People used to like him,
until they knew him well,
than they shunned him avoid him.
Who asks stupid questions like "are you ok"
when the person practically doens't want to talk about it.
Who trys to be nice,
when he himself knows that
she hates him.
He thrives on people
who's brains are so called
"lousier than his"
just because he's in a better class.
She hates him
loath him
spits at him
Manipulator he was,
one who thinks he can control,
but she won't be controlled by him,
so what if her sciences knowledge was worse than his
he should have stayed back one year
and learn to be
a proper man
people who don't know him,
see him as distinguished,
gentlemanly
and rich
what a girl would want.
but no, he was uglier than all that
a wolve in sheeps clothing
that is who he is.
Every sentence he says to her
to him,
it seems like trying to start a conversation
but to her,
he was mocking her.
examples
____ is the top in level for pure sciences but he's struggling in __
you think you can meh?
Do you have science practical examinations?
You lucky you're in your class your subjects are so easy,
I think i want to take POA. Its so easy
Eh. you never go to ____ school ah?
i'm going ___ because i know i will struggle in ____
No la you're smarter than me
and when she told him, that she wanted to go to __
he started some granmother story,
which made her super pissed.
who was he to mock her?
who was he to be two faced?
Nice to girls, horrid to guys, extremely competitive,
a devil in disguise
She knows better to steer clear from him
she wanted to say fuck off in his face
but she knows that that wouldn't be wise
she wanted to punch his poorly constructed face
but she knows that he's face is too hard to be dented
she wanted to give him the cold shoulder,
but he keeps popping back
"Stop trying to use everyone bitch" she screamed at his burning face
but no response was heard.
He's a flirt, she knows
he pervs on pretty girls, she knows
he treats guys unequally,
guys were thought as just friends,
girls were thought to be much closer
for someone like him
like the paintings on a clowns face
his smile was
another lie
trying to be nice
another freak
another trash
another liar
another blind
another deaf
that was him,
with another mouth
that shoots without thinking
that was him,
and she sweared that
she,
was
going
to
prove
that
bitch
wrong
You're not my friend
i was blind to see
a friend in you before
i'm not making that mistake again
go away
and dissapear
Labels: Another day thinking
