this is the end where the story beginsi guess leaving a person to be alone would make the person to think of a lot of things. i thank you guys for that. A simple four words should get the message across. I'm not a substitute. It's rather simple really, for i'm that selfish brat who sits there every morning, watching his friends leaving him one by one. simple day to day routine, the selfish brat comes to school and sits there stoning, since his consience is clear as he did his homework and has studied. Having a clear consience he sits there awaiting some casual chat. oh but the poor brat had to see his friends leave him. the excuses they come up with, it doesn't work after a while. The same old excuse every morning. I need to go copy homework. so he leaves, but WHERE'S THE SOURCE? oh right the source hasn't arrived and the so called copisation become a wonderful chat . Oh and he lead the rest, one by one the selfsih brat saw them left, and their leader had a weak excuse of "copy homework" change it for once i beg you. it's getting boring listening to those lies. i guess i've seen through you, the crocodile tears, the manupulative person that you really are and those lies that you speak with nothing but a glint at the mouth. Oh that's not all, the next guy comes and goes to the toilet i guess i can't really blame him. ha at least he doesn't go around copying homework when he didn't do it. Oh no no no the next guy simply would only come at this time to, same reason copy homework. it's rather sad really, guess i cant blame them. or can i? so the next guy comes again in his black jacket and what does he do, he didn't do his homework, he copies or does it himself in the morning but the location is simply the place where space is getting thin. so there the selfish brat sits waiting for them to come back. he figures the impression he is giving is that he is pathethic and has no friends. that may be true, may be false. who knows. or rather who would even want to know. oh and he realise the only time they call him to go out, is when they need him, or his homework. they need him, cause they could not find anyone else, homework source would always be him. its rather simple. oh yes the manupulative mind of modern people. i guess i've seen it all right where the place's space is getting wider and unfamiliar. guess people change, most of it for the better in cases, for the worse. it depends on how you see it. so the selfish brat sat there thinking and he realised something. the greatest friends he ever had are those he hardly meet. those people are true friends. they call you to go play when they are near, they may be busy but they never miss a friend. guess this is the life that the selfish brat has to lead.He ponders, changing the terms he used to use. the vocabulary and the grammar shall all change. those he used to call friends should simply be labeled classmates, or rather ex classmates. those he used to call distant friends, are true friends. The distance does not matter, its about the people they love. similarly people change becoming gayer and gayer. he can't stand it, when who is the guy to say that the selfish brat junior is gay when he himself is turning into one. It might be the influence i guess. or maybe he thinks its a trend. who knows, but simply it doesnt work.I'm not a substitute the selfish brat think to himself, and i guess i shall stop being pushed around. It all ends now, or can it?
i'm not a substitute he says to himself
now let everything end
for being a substitute
has made him seen
how wonderful
the people he
used to call friends
truly are
hello my ex class mates
