Her feet started moving,

with grace and poise

beauty and skill

her feet moved to the rythm, the melody

and the silent pauses.

she lost herself in a world of her own

away from the tall dark walls

away from the cold untouched walls

away from the bitterness of the world.

With her ears and mind filled with only the melody

she continued dancing till the sun beams shone through her only view of the outside world,

the only window that was in the room

cause where she found peace

is also the place where she found despair.

she stopped dancing and plopped herself down on her makeshift bed

sunrise again, the torment will begin once more

the seemingly endlees brutality of her captors

if only she could get free.

all she ever wanted was to dance

to perform onstage and live a life of the rich and famous

and as gullible as she is,

she got tricked into this dark and dangerous world

hidden beneath the surface of human eyes

No one will ever see her dance

that she promised herself

until the day her feet are able to roam the streets once more.

it was day seven for her,

a hostage of the war going on amongst the two kingdoms

all she wanted was to dance,

to see light once more

to listen to wonderful compositions and let her feet take her away.

but now all she was allowed was the miserable gramophone

if only she could get free .

but no matter how many times she tried

it was impossible to escape the fortress that held her within

within these ancient walls

was the potions room

she needed to stop the torment right now

it was too much, too much to handle

she needed to get out

she needed to dance on the streets

she needed to end all this with a single gulp of a potion in the potions room.

all she needed was to get down there.

the only way was to end this

end it with a single gulp and she would dance once more

as the ghost of Helena

-end-

ok i realise this is the worst story i ever wrote, no plot no nothing its horrendous. sheesh

inspiration from My chemical romance helena thanks to MCR from making such great music






Stop your nonsense food industry people
(this is for wanzhen)
You don't know how they feel

They stood on the grass
feeding on the grass
minding their on business and adding colour to the world
providing people with milk and cheese
sadly
they await their destiny
The Red House

They laid in the mud
feeding on beans
minding their on business and adding colour to the world
sadly
they await their destiny
The Red House

They stood on the grassyplains
feeding on the grass
providing people with wool
minding their on business while the human carried on sheering them
sadly
they await their destiny
The Red House

They sat at macdonalds
waiting for their burger
double beef pattty with cheese and onions
and they eat unknowingly
of the cruelty that brought this
"delicacy" to their lips

The sad life they lead,
cattle
that's what their named,
what happened to the word cow?

They endure the harshness of men,
providing us with dairy products, wool and other material.
but yet men won't stop
and they go on
beyond the boundaries of redemption

Have you seen what happens behind closed doors?
Have you seen what happens inside The Red House?
Have you seen the way the animals are killed?
Have you heard the final breathe they used to scream?
Have you seen the brutality?

Documentaries have shown
the bruatality behind close doors
yet why do we continue
doing what we do?
harming souls and souls one after another

why do we treat this as a norm?
when the meat that enters our mouth
are filled with brutality and harshness?

ask yourself
why is this happening?
why are they not stopping the slaughter?
why are they continuing?
just because they have to supply the world with meat?
is that it?

what happened to animal rights?
what happened to the law imposed on no over hunting?
when what the people at the slaughter hosue do
is plain hunting
in a more brutal and grosteque way

stop this brutality
stop this madness
stop this insanity
the animals, they deserve to live, to roam the world freely
they have lives too

so why aren't we doing anything?

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As promised my dear readers, here are the photos for the BBq on saturday.





HE IS MORE EVIL THAN ME =)

i'm so proud of not being the evilest

well next up is wonderful nicole ( well agnes and shiying were supposed to be the next but we didn't take any pictures of that)

and boy does she look ready to spill the water on some one

so being nice =) i went to help her

and yes i did give wrong directions at the begining.

tada the fruits of my labour =)

well i felt mean so i helped properly !!



and nicole suceeded in pouring half the cup on her head


i recall screaming YOU POURED HALF WAY AR !! THEN SUDDENLY ANYHOW POUR ON AGNES!!
yes i said that!! gosh !! seriously the aiming of that girl =)



and this is what happened poor girl




*note nicole made me put on my specs!
and i was blindfolded until Shi ying (blur!!!) poured her water onto Kenny (POONEY!!!) 's head



and yes she looks like an assasin!! holymoley



The fruits of Shi ying labour =) drenching kenny's back !



=) cooling aint it pooney!!




and then it was my turn and well they made me pour the cup of water on him! not into the other glass that's on his head.


=) this is what you get for being the guest of honour puny =)


It was time for group shot and well according to nicole i look poser !!!

well let me show you the damage i did =)


*translation in maplestory terms*
Blur, Wonder, i seriously dont know which characther agnes is using



Nikikko and Labear



Snow!!! and POONEY!! (puny)



Yes shin, deado and sean ->(note sean uses gajillion characthers)
i'm supposed to be poser here !!


a clearer view


*AHEM!!!* why is your eyes closed bag guy !!!!



and yes this is a better photo!!


well dear nicole has wonderfully exclaimed that i look like some poster boy and therefore she created this



sheesh shrugs oh well
i'm posing for a commercial people =)

so which company is going to hire me now!!!??

*awaits by the phone*

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-Friday 20th june

I went to watch ZOHAN !! with urm Briana, Jasmine, Ying Ying.
i know all you sick minded people must be thinking

"Wha one guy and three girl hoh seh boh!"

well look i dont do those stuff. Go do those stuff yourself
and for those who say i'm a gay or sissy well this is my message to you

"You don't know me well enough to judge and you have never seen me use violence =)"

so well basically we starved ourselves. Ying did not eat lunch. poor girl, she didn't even get herself pop-corn to fill her stomach.

For those who don't know the movie started at 3.15 P.M

and ZOHAN is a Whacky show with a SUPER UBER MESSAGE!!!!

THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE, THERE IS ONLY EQUALITY

after Zohan ended we went to the park. (unless you bo liao people want to know, we went for dinner first)

Ying went home early!! sheesh oh well.

and i learnt something, girls aren't as complicated as you think. Further details ask briana and jasmine leave me outa this.

Basically the three of us went to the beach, and yes J.HO self declare himself as EXTREMELY GOOD =)

OH YES I'M EGO AND I'M PROUD TO BE

J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good J.Ho is soooo good

i guess i proved my point that none of you wonderful people know me that well.

After 3 hours of talking we went home.
For those who go like "how the hell do you continue a chat for 3 hours"
I must tell you this

I know you want to know, but I'm not a jerk to leak secrets out =)

-Saturday 21st june

whooo went to Nicole's house for 2 months advance farewell party for Kenny (PUNY or rather POONEY!!!)

well Nicole's grandma is UBER COOL !!!! HER GRANDMOTHER DRIVES!! and she fetched all of us from the MRT to her house when we could have simply walk.

ho ho this is how nice some people can be

uh hu went early to help out nicole haha. well i was with nicole and her grandmother and we went to sheng siong to get charcoal. whoo and yes dear nicole is delighted to present me her wonderful PUNY size barbeque pit.

People who went to nicole's house early, ME !!! SNOW!!! MICHELLE!!! AND SHIN!!!

the people who were there were in alphabetical order, Agnes (i don't know who leh!!! so sad =( but she is one mental thing), Cherie (NICOLE'S SISTER!!), J.ho (deado), Kenny (POONEY!!), Kok Yue (wonder), Michelle (labear), Nicole (Nikkiko), Sean ( i know him as Sean), Shin ( Nicole's "supposed" lil brother <- i actually met him before booya!), Shi ying (Blur), Ting wei (Snow) and Zheng y__ (Hzhozy)

mind i forgotten Zy's name, Wonder was sooo quiet, Agnes the i don't know who was soo noisy, Sean wanted me to sin ABC;s with blur but i was soo tired, Michelle was super helpuful, POONEY devoured half the food (that was an exaggeration), and the best part

SHIN IS MORE EVIL THEN ME MWAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

Zheng y__ more better known as the bag guy.

THE STORY OF ZHENG Y__ BECOMING BAG GUY

- Zy at table waiting for food (carried his bag)
- Zy walking about kitchen (carried his bag)
- Zy so called bbq stuff (carried his bag)
- Zy playing ice breakers (carried his bag)
- Zy forced to leave his bag courtesy of Me and Mic, ( was extremely reluctant)
- Zy going to 2nd floor (carried his bag)
- Zy at 2nd floor sitting down ( carried his bag)

and i know i dont have to go on to give you a full picture on why Zy became the bag guy!

oh oh BLUR LOOKS LIKE SNOW!!!! HOLY MOLY TALOODY!!!

ok maybe its me but yes they look pretty alike except for the specs.

ah one sad note i wasn't the tallest there this is soo sad im like the second tallest.

NOTE SEAN IS A GIANT he is sooo much taller then me and im the second tallest !#&!*(#&*(#^!#*(^#(!^(&*

Oh and on a happier note, NICOLE'S MUM REMEMBERS ME WHOOOOO!!!! LALALALALAAL *goes chanting J.Ho is soooo good)

cherie was asking me weird questions as usual oh well never mind, cherie is cute! tell that to cherie nicole.

Blur was so shhhh !! i hardly talk to her i;m like hello then hi. then silence....

Nicole has gladly alerted me on how poser i look in the group photo, im like err what!

Oh well if i manage to loot some photos from nicole again =-) then we'll get photos. if not

GOOD RIDDANCE AND GOODBYE!!

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He turned around,

it was only 5 a.m and the sun was surfacing

He could not sleep, no matter how hard he tried to clear his mind off the thoughts that was lurking around his mind, they would creep back slowly and without his notice.

Too many things has happen, and he knew he could no longer bear to face reality

everything around him was nothing but a fallacy

everything he thought to be true, everything he tried so hard to do, all the things he done to please he's parents,

all of them were only his own wishful thinking,

thinking that tomorrow would be a better day.

What is today but yesterday is tomorrow.

He could not bare to stay on this losing end anymore.

Everyone he held so dear, Everything he held so tightly on

were nothing now but a memory

everything he once knew, were no longer what he thought to be

He blamed himself for believing in the lies, blamed himself for being naive and ignorant.

Because all he got out of believing, was false hopes.

He's computer was on as usual,

But he did not touch the thing

He refused to belive in what the screen told him,

A single window remained motionless on his screen,

with words that made him quiver,

words that made his hardy self break,

words that made his heart frozen.

At first came hate and anger,

than came sadness and despair.

He's "parents" would be leaving,

and tomorrow he will be staying at his old home,

The Orphanage of Good

He never dared confront his "parents"

in everything they did and only communicated through the World Wide Web

No matter how hard he tried, to please everyone around him,

His adopted parents, his sister and his friends.

No matter how hard he tried, he's best was never enough

His "family" treated him as filth,

or rather something known as the untouchables.

His sister was nasty, a real slut

and she was only primary four

He was older than her, but the bullying came from her

and everyday he would swear to god that he will kill his sister,

but he did not have the guts to do so.

He tried to please his parents,

but they only saw fault in his doings.

His friends after knowing he was adopted,

started ignoring him.

and the many attempts he made to communicate with them

all he got were cold glares and silence.

He turned towards his computer, or rather his sister's future computer

and stared at the window once more

And he sweared so loud that he would have woken up the entire house if the room wasn't soundproof.

and he screamed

"Fuck no was he returning to that hell hole" He thought to himself

The orphanage of Good sounded like a good place

But what was going on behind close doors were clearly pure evil.

The children were treated like slaves and were only pardoned when adults were there for adoption.

They were treated like vermins,

like a plague,

just because they were abandoned.

and know he would be the first ever child to break the guiness world record of being abandoned twice.

He turned towards the door of his room, it was locked from the outside, and could only open with the electronic card which was held by his "parents".

Fortunately, his brains proved to be of a use for once. He had managed to open the door with his computer the other day.

and he was prepared to do so again, to be free from this cruel world that he was trapped in.

A prison was where he was staying, and a slave house would be where he would be going if he did not leave.

He Wiped the tears off his face and began the programme.

He had already packed all the things he needed.

He deactivated the alarm on his door, the main door and the laser tripwire alarms.

He was ready, he wore the gloves that had a special coating which was filled with his "dad's" hand print.

The door open, and he sneaked quickly but skillfully through the house. He pass the tripwires and continued towards the door.

"Scanning complete, goodbye Mr Tawney" the electronic voice spoke.

He was out at last, out of the prison, he prevented another life at the hellhole.

And he was ready to run.

He turned back and faced the mansion where he was kept imprisoned.

"FUCK YEAH!!"

with those last few words he left.

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The dark clouds came and cover the sky, covering the sky with nothing but darkness.

The strong thunderous roar was heard, and people started closing their windows,
for fear of their belongings and pneumonia.

The beggars started leaving their straw mats and makeshift houses for proper shelter

The streets started to clear, leaving it cold and empty

The first flash of lightning appeared, striking the ground with its deadly touch

The winds became Gales, and the sky continued its darkening, and no amount of light had the ability to pierce through the darkening clouds

The first droplet of water was heard

and came along with it was a mass of water, all pouring down hitting the ground with a solid *splat* before dissapearing

The boy opened his door and ran out into the rain, wearing only t-shirt and shorts.

The weather was freezing, cold and unbearable it was. But the boy went on out, to sit on his favourite boulder.

The people who were rushing home ignored the presence of the boy and continued on their way home.

The boy turned away from the crowd, and continued looking from where he sat.

Looking at no one, nothing except the falling ran, he sat there and gaze.

A old man walk up to the boy, and offered him an umbrella

without hesitation, the boy rejected the offer of the umbrella

The old man was dressed in a expensive suit, with a ROLEX watch and a thick wavy moustache.

He asked the boy, " why my child, are you sitting in this dreary weather, when you can be at home enjoying the warmth and comfort? "

Another lightining flash

No reply

The old man ask again " My child, i'm curious about why you're sitting out here in this heavy downpour??"

The boy stared at the man and gestured him to join him on the boulder.

"close you umbrella sir, and watch"

Despite he's expensive suit getting drenche, the old man kept his umbrella.

He propped himself beside the boy sharing the boulder

"I don't see what's so nice about looking at a cliff." The old man said

No reply

grumpily, the old man continued staring at the cliff.

And the old man finally realised what he was looking at, or rather, what the boy was looking at.

He was looking at the rain, Rain droplets are transparent, but with the cliff as a background, the view of the rain was simply splendid

" It's beautiful isn't it? Not like what the grown-ups said in books and encyclopedias"

With the rain falling down, shapes started appearing on the cliff.

misted and fogged, but extremely clear.

The drawings of the rain, it was beautiful.

Better than constellations, better than watching a movie,

It was simply awesome, first a stag appeared, than a mermaid.

"I would never have notice this, if i didn't approach you m'boy" The old man said thankfully

"Its not about me sir, people in this world are looking at what people want them to belive in, looking at propaganda and lies, the world is in too much a rush due to globalisation. all these people think about is money, better standard of living, having fun. they do not take time to look at the good things around them. all the see is the material things available in such abundance. What happened to the beauty of immaterial things? No matter how far the rich have gone, no matter how much the poor has seen, all these people need, is to look at the good things around them. and stop comparing themselves against people who are better. feeling demoralised, feeling unhappy because they can never measure up. This world is cruel sir, that is what everyone sees. But is we take time to notice the good stuff that this earth has given us, our life, and everyone around us. People's life would be just as beautiful as the drawings of the rain. the paintings the rain give. If only people can be satisfied with what they have now..."

and they continued staring at the rainfall, breathing in the scent of the rain, hearing the thunders and the drawing of the rain.

and they sat there, till the rain ended its painting


Random photo, took this at the beach =)




As promise people !!! here are the photos of the singapore movie fiesta which i went to last sunday!!

all photos have been looted from NICOLE'S blog =) thx nicole !!!
i realised if this photo's are form nicoles blog well basically i should show you people my point of view. so lets begin


this superhero factory was pretty dissapointing. i was expecting a shop filled with costumes like basically a costume shop for those who have seen it. however, its just a measley booth with people selling accer laptops. sort of like a road show.




Zohan and wall E. WALL E SPEAKS!!! it's dam freaky, i was touching wall E and it suddenly went like Wall E something something!



this mannequin seriously looks retarded its like he's not angry, he's not happy either, sort of like spasms if you ask me



i was telling nicole that this superhero looks more like a ghost! it's like some zombie or something



this shot was taken due to extreme boredness !! there was still no one there at the sky park, so nicole and i went loitering around vivo



like nicole said look at the crowd IT'S SO EMPTY !!!!



when was snow white a superhero??



ok i dont know who they are?? i dont know which super hero so =)



about this hair, well i borrowed it =) wonderful isn't it



this is the wonderful caricature artist person....


who drew a wonderful photo of me with my ORANGE HAIR ! =)



i didn't know these two were super heroes


and again i wonder who is she?? she doesn't look like any super hero i know



Star trek !! you know nicole actually has a photo of me shooting the tanned dude with his own gun! anyway the people in the costumes are burning !!



LULU the CLOWN WHEEEEE !!!!



I actually went to talk to the manager to interrogate him about his identity *gulps*



Hey dad some day i'll be as tall as you =P



Remember the boat steering wheel i was ranting about there it is =)



THIS SPOON HAS BEEN INSULTED!!!

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i just read this book.

elseswhere is an amazing book that i accidentally stumbled upon at the school's library. this book is one of those books that capture your attention from the start to the end. well actually i was extremely amazed by this book.

my class was brought to the library to borrow a book for reading for the june holidays. basically i was like heck it, books from the library are extremely BORING !! well i was chatting with wayne at some corner of the library and the title of this book captured my attention. so i took this book and read the synopsis and well it sounded interesting, so i started reading and ignored wayne haha. ( book trance can't blame me for that =P)

well i didn't borrow the book immeadiately. i dont know why, i just didn't feel like borrowing, but there was this panging feeling in me that went like go borrow that book you moron, you're missing out on one heck of a book. so well i went to borrow it and wa lah behold the sheer beauty of the content.

this book is extremely amazing, and as the compliment for the book said, " so convincing you find yourself wanting to read the book backwards when you've finished" amazingly true enough. this book is so comforting, it makes me re-think about death.

the story begins with the main character dying and she living her life on ELSEWHERE which is the place we people on earth call heaven, or the sky or whatever we call it. so basically like a normal person who just lost a close relative, she misses her family and everything and well. then she learns what she's doing affects her family who's alive. well basically read the book its uber-nice.

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i'm blogging for sunday.

well basically on sunday, woke up at amazingly 6.30 a.m. meeting nicole at 7 to go to vivo. basically well we were going for the nuffnang movie preview of shaolin girl and at the same time, pop around for the super hero march thingy.

we reached vivo at 8.30 and well amazingly enough at vivo's sky park, THERE WAS NO ONE THERE!! well maybe we were too early but at 9 which is the time the congregation supposed to start and yea there was still NO ONE THERE. Nicole was like maybe we were at the wrong place. well we were at the right place. so we sat there with NO ONE THERE! it was around 9.45a.m and only a few living souls were moving around the sky park, ( not sure about the dead souls) and around that time, there was this clown who was uber-friendly. well we sort of made friends with the clown.

fancy a clown being lost so we brought LULU the clown to her supposed meeting place. well LULU was nice!! because basically in singapore, you can see many many mean people. well so after bringing LULU to her meeting place, well nicole and i sat in the middle of the sky park. it's fun you know, well if i brought my dramarians there ho ho ho 5 of us is enough to wreck havoc in that place. well so around 10 ++ some super heroes started coming in. well i borrowed a bright orange afro hair because i was DAMN BORED !!! so i walked around with the afro bright orange hair and well i was sort of made to hold balloon and well i looked like a clown. so kids were like i want the balloon and yadayada yada.

i was expecting the turn out to be about 100 +++ or maybe more, considering it's on a sunday and EVERYONE is free on sundays. so basically there were extremely people at the event. its like the entire sky park wasn't even full. i was like seriously i think they wasted their money hiring all the posers and the worst part was THERE WERE CAMERA CREWS!! to film the pathethic turn out for the event. and they even hired the type of artist who draw people faces for you i think caricature or something.

BIG $$$$ lost well the whole idea of the event was to raise $$ for the singapore school pocket money fund. which means renting a costume for $20 which is the normal price for a day. the publicity was basically torridgible.

anyway after the event that well to me failed, nicole and i went loitering around vivo and well we went to DAISO for some supplies that her mother need. and basically i have a theory that 99% of people at DAISO DO NOT SPEAK ENGLISH!!

Nicole who doesn't speak chinese because she's taking french
and me whose chinese is incorrigible

found it extremely hard to communicate with the staff over at DAISO. i was like i'm going to find one who speaks ENGLISH and ok i found a staff who spoke english. at least she understood me. so well basically cocktail umbrella was out of stock and i'm like amazing a super mart like that with everything going at 2 bucks and some items which can only be found there is amazingly the cocktail umbrella is out of stock.

and well after the DAISO experience, we went to the arcade i was damn bored alright. and well i played PINBALL!!! it's so amazing it's like the really old 1960s pinball game. sadly the left flipper was jammed and i'm like screw it it's so fun !! omg i love old pinball.

then i think we went to pet safari and guess what THEY HAVE THIS SHIP STEERING WHEEL THINGY OVER THERE IT'S SO AMAZING. however the sign said do not touch. but the drama spirits says ooo fuck the sign. so i went to turn the wheel it's so cool omg it actually turns back to it's original position =) well the pet safari at vivo was pathetic. its so small, there were sooo little pets, however the amount of pet equipments they had was GAJILLIONS !

we went to visit tako at best denki !!!!! haha tako is so god damn tall. anyway tako was selling home phones and im like urgh. well i went to check out my Mp3 Yp T10 by samsung and well the price was 179 and im like amazing i bought it at 180 with a free sammy doll and some fm thingy and im like amazing i still have it at such a good price. haha then ICE came to accompany nicole.

after that went to vivo's GV to catch the premier of shaolin girl. well it wasn't that good, and it wasn't that bad. basically average. well the movie's in japanese so the subtitles were real help. the stories about this girl who left her hometown in japan to go to china for some shaolin training. after 9 long years she graduates and goes back to japan to spread the shaolin martial arts. and basically her hometown is destroyed and the story continues there. The shows pretty funny and interactive. one downer was the fighting scenes. i was pretty urm dissapointed by the last fighting scene where a hug is offered. i'm like wth a hug A HUG !! ITS A HUG !! and she wins omg!
(hugs are nice though)
well i enjoyed the part where they fought on water. something like from the naruto manga.

so basically that was my entire sunday. i spent the whole sunday outside amazing aint it!
(i'll put up the photos soon)

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well a few days ago, during ss enrichment programme, well the lecturer, gave us each a mini tube of mentos. well basically mentos is a globally known candy. and we all know that it reacts with coke to give that exploding effect. well we all know how mentos is packaged




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thanks to mentos for producing soo many different variety of mentos

well basically i was pretty bored that day, (blasted night was bad). so my mind wasn't really focused on the lesson. and well i started folding the mentos tube and well i sort of made a new innovation to it. because i was wondering, chewing gum is actually banned in singapore. But if we actually made a sweet with the shape of a chewing gum, it would probably be extremely popular. so i was folding the thing and thinking on and on. well i sort of came out with this

the future of mentos! i was wondering, why hasn't the mentos producer thought of this. is it because mentos is supposed to be round and oblonged shaped? well it's like a whole new revolution to the mentos product. As we can see above, the mentos packaging are all tube like or box like to contian the product which is the candy mentos.

well basically with this new product that i have accidentally created, the price of this product would definitely be higher than the original mentos, people would definitely pay more for something like that, and the taste would be absolutely the same. however without the hard exterior of the mentos shell. with a mentos product packaged into the way chewing gum is suppose to be packaged, definitely mentos sales would increase.

and just think with this new product, there would be NEW innovation in the mentos producing plant. probably, i won't be surprised to see a new flavour of mentos or something like

NEW FLAVOUR TRY IT TODAY !! lemon and strawberry all in a stick of our delicious new product of flat mentos!!!

of course the name of the new product of the mentos wouldn't be as lame as mine. perhaps like

Mentos revolution

the new and improved version of mentos with the same great taste.

just think that with this new mentos, the mentos company would certainly be doing extremely well. considering the new mentos products that they have been producing, i seriously do not see any reason for them not to produce a mentos stick !

it's like yum, chewy mentos with flavour bursting out with every bite. I MEAN LIKE HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT.

well, i've basically introduced a new innovation. well i won't be surprised if i see this mentos stick thing in the market any time soon.

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have you ever wondered, whether people would attend your funeral?
because someday we all know we have to go when we have to

and the sad thing is, some people go, without anyone beside them, without a proper burial, without a proper coffin. without relatives or anyone. they are those forgotten.

have you ever wondered whether your friends would ever attend your funeral?
whether those you hope would attend, would they really do it?
this is reality we are talking about, cold and harsh it is
like the winters cold and the brutality of summer.

are you really doing the best you can right now? '
or have you just given up hope?

because if you really see it right now,
i am certain not even a 1/4 of your friends would attend your funeral
or maybe let alone your wedding.

would your friends always be there? practically not.
they would fade away, into the pool of memories, and be remained as memories unless we do something.

have you ever thought are the friends you have, really those who see you as one
and not those manipulating suckers which the world is filled with

i certainly know whos manipulating me , i just keep quiet.
the problem is you don't get a invitation into my mind that's why every thought of mine is worth a penny.

have you ever thought that which are the friends that will really be with you? through thick and thin, because i know some of mine would, and some won't. i just dont say it.

because when it is your wedding, or your funeral, or even your birthday. will your friend be there? or are they just ignorant fools? or are they just lazy.

because it is sad, really sad if you do not have anyone attending your wedding, your funeral.

read tuesdays with morries yet? like morrie said he would like a living funeral. who wouldn't??

because i've seen countless of funerals, countless of weddings.

have you ever wondered, if god gave you a life, it means you're suppose to do something, make a change in someone's life, change people.

and all we do with this life, is waste it away, thinking of ourselvess, and only ourselves. have we not had enough of what we already have?

if i were to die in 4 hours times, what would you say to me??
if you were to die in 4 hours time, what would your friends say about you??

or rather what would you do? To fully live the last 4 hours of your life because you have wasted it when you were still healthy. will you be remembered for that 4 hours and then forgotten or would you be remembered for as long as humanity exist. At least for a long period of time. because we know people are ignorant and we would be forgotten. but would you be remembered, for what you'd done in that 4 hours or what you'd done with your entire life.

would you rather be poor and well liked?
or would you rather be rich successful but not really popular?

i know i would die for those friends of mine who are really true. because those are friends for keeps.
but i know i wouldn't for the manipulating, the pick and throw, and those who are basically tooo opaque.

will you end up with nothing, other than the common things like money?
becuase we are the beholders of our future and it begins now.

Labels: Another day thinking

im going to blog about yesterday first

well yesterday, was zombooozidous!!!
SS enrichment rocks. the ss enrichment teacher i'm no revealing the name. i like the way she thinks !!! it's exactly how i see the world!! only i didn't look at singapore shrugs.

and basically POA was as usual brain draining. so i went home and pigged for like 3 bloody hours!!! that is frigging the longest duration i ever slept for a nap. well i planned to study physics after i slept and amazingly, i went to K box instead.

TRY INDIGO RASPBERRY ON THE DRINKS MENU!!!!! it bloody rocks !!!!

i'm going to do a review on the drink =)

INDIGO RASPBERRY
this drink is filled with some gassy drink i'm not sure which but i think it's perrier. and well basically you all know how perrier tastes like the same old no taste plain gassed up drink something like that. well they brought it to another level!! well they added some concentrated flavour inside. raspberry i suppose. and once you mix the thing, the taste is heavenly!! and what's more in the drink itself, they added a layer of fruits, something tangy and sweet. i can't remember what fruits were inside considering the light was off and everything. well for those who drank exotic drinks before, you should know some shops dont give you a stirrer so you can stir the drink properly, at K box they gave this stirrer which was pretty helpful even though there was a straw. the straw was the perfect size for the fruits, the fruits just went up and up, it was amazing!!! well i'm a critic!! so the rating would be like 4/5 stars.

well haha you guys are such losers!!!!! my friend actually ordered coke and what sprite? those normal drinks you can actually find outside. BWAHAHAHAHAH!!! order something more exotic and fun man, i mean seriously, a coke? yeurgh.

K box yesterday was pretty mental oh one note. if K box had more of the songs WE LISTEN To, their business would be much better, and more diversified, considering the aritsts over there were like what? beegees?? jackie chan?? omg !! like add some teen into the songs man well at least there was like fall out boy and rihanna and pink but WTH !!! where's MCR?? SP??? THE USED??? BLG???? Click 5???? come on at least have some faber drive songs!! faber drive effing rules!!!

err basically i was pretty left out. I AM AN ANTI CHINESE SONG PERSON and the songs over there's like chinese, chinese, chinese and more chinese haha. briana must be soooo happy!

and somehow our booking is like till 9.30 we kinda got chased out at 9.20. i dont know maybe it's their system, i just want to understand the system you know.

so basically i ditched studying yesterday and went out to play like some dumb shit.

well i always say this you know
" sometimes laughing at yourself is a good thing"