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Sunday, November 16, 2008


The voices around me
will they just shut up
go away
leave me alone

I just want to be left alone

Maybe its the time
i do not know
but solitary existance made prolonged
might have a impact

I'm losing myself
in a sea of questions
never answered
so screw it
and buzz off

Nobody respects
the decisions i make
is everything i do wrong?
or was it just your biasedness
that made me
do what i do
today

I turned to the blade
the slick figure
small
yet deadly
like a cobra
only venomous

to ease this pain

Penicillin or none
it doesn't matter
it never works
this pain
what is it?

This word
that is etched into your head
can you get it out
because that word
does not apply for us

Don't butt in
when you shouldn't
Don't stay away
when you shouldn't

but you do
and i'm sad

Who am i
to believe in anymore
the people
with their masks
the people
who aren't
people

So scream i shall
but nobody hears this scream
the scream that is most frightening
the scream that
no one hears

We are troubled
but none of them knows
We are troubled
but we don't show it
not to you
to people
whom we cannot trust

are you empty?
cause i am
empty
are you all alone
cause i'm empty
i'm hollow

The smiles
are they lies
to put on just for show
they say you use 25 muscles when you smile
no wonder
its so difficult

I have issues
but its not your problem
you dont have to care
because the issues
came from you

You may have more sense than me
for all i care
your sense is clearly wasted
because from what i see
you're blinded

and the lion sleeps
inside
and when it wakes
i suggest you stay away
because
dinner would be ready
and the main course
would be
you
and
you

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