¢ A Penny for My Thoughts ¢

Because i dont know who you are anymore

She shouted
in a place where voices
were pre recorded

because

She couldn't shout
in a place where voices
were spoken from lips

because

of you
the one who made her life miserable
where everything she did
was never enough
everythign she did for you
you couldn't see

because

you've changed
no longer the person
you were once
no longer the one
who taught the right values
and no longer the one
who followed what
you taught

because

you're blinded
by the one word
in which you missed
by the man
who came in

because

you were lonely
and she understood
what you needed
she closed one eye
and the horror began

because

you thought that everything
he did was right
and everything he did
was worth following

because

you were once the one
making the decisions
you needed a break
from making these decisions
and have your desires
fulfilled

because

you were lonely
and she knew
that;s why she kept silent
throughout
and no matter how she didn't want it to happen
she knew
her thoughts were nothing
compare to the majority
and that it was redundant

because

she knew
whatever she did
was never enough
whatever she did not do
was always seemed
as something
grave

because

you were stressed
she knew
but she wondered
does that give permission
to blame someone
for a crime
that she didn't commit
does that mean
that whatever you've taught
no longer has to be followed
and what happen to
living by example

because

she was innocent
you blamed her
and you started questioning
about the two words
known as family communication
she knew someone
known as ____
but that someone
is not you

because

you've started forgetting
how to communicate
and you didn't realised it
for you saw your age
as someone who wouldn't
make trivial mistakes
like forgetting
how to communicate
and when you made a mistake
instead of saying the word
in which you STRESS so much
to be heard from her
you just kept silent
or go with a word O
if not you go back to pointing out
what she blamed the innocent for
and that you were not in the wrong

because

SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE BLOODY HELL YOU ARE ANYMORE
SHE KNEW YOU FOR A VERY LONG TIME
AND THAT COMING FROM HER
MEANS YOU BETTER LOOK AT WHAT IS GOING ON

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