sigh ...i guess today made me realise that i should just leave myself alone. its like what's the point of even trying to make friends when all of them just use you. simple day-day example, you come to school, gets left alone until they need you. for example they come up to you and ask whether did you do your homework which is a bloody redundant question since you do it everyday. so they will borrow your homework and take it for what do they call it? copying! it's your hardwork, its like damn the copycats man, cant they just do it themselves. furthermore, when there are tests, they would bombard you and i mean SERIOUSLY bombard you with questions until you yourself also gets confuse. take todays poa test for example. maybe its because you didnt study enough but still getting confuse!And when you need them, what do they do, they simply dissapear from the face of the world, pretending they dont know you. oh another example. sitting at the canteen after school. you sit with them, after eating they move away leaving you alone there. then you try to join in the conversation and sit with them but they leave you out of the conversation. makes you wonder whether you are invisible or not. another simple fact if you got to have a friend in the class, get one that is not so bloody busy and has the ability to abandon you in the times of need and give excuses that work tremendously well and it makes sense. simply cause once he/she abandons you, you get stuck, with no one to talk to and the stupid insults just come flinging your way. "do you job la" "emo!' whatever the insults shouldn't be that bad, its the silence that affects you more. you sit there, try to start a conversation, people ignore you and your class is simply divided into 3 main types of people, the loud mouths, the okay ones and the outcasts. and oh they so dont give a damn about whether you live or die unless they want an answer in which they know you do know and that you're a big enough sucker to give it all away. it's irritating trying to answer all those stupid questions and when you ask them questions they stare at you in the face and says i dont know? you so clever you dont know meh? anyway besides the singlish, takling to them is seriously degrading, so it shouldnt be of a shock why 3/4 of the class failed english.simply they assign you jobs that no body wants to do during cip oh and simply you get the icing on the cake. you sit there, tries to start a conversation, they ignore you like urgh! attitude. and what is so bad about being anti-people after seeing all these things that people use you for. they just want the answers, the test chapters, the answers to homework... because they only want to improve themselves and make the rest fail. i guess the term degrade your friend while upgrading yourselves, seriouslt applies to this stupid world. think for yourself if you were to only pay attention to yourself, you would be better of without them. mooching you for the answers. you need them, they dissapear, simple terminologies. guessing that you are just a substitute, where the usual meeting place is getting more unknown, sooner or later, you should simply go to being anti- all people who mooches from you and leave you alone in times of need then to be anti-people. in that case, you can simply get rid or more people. learn filtering you primates! babaric acts, thats what i call it, because they target your soft spot. they know you are all alone, so they use you for the homework and ACT friendly. *note the caps * and what do they do when you need them, they dissapear, go "poof" or pretend you're invisible or doing it very nicely saying "oh i dont know, i seriously dont know" well FUCK OFF *note i do not normally use vulgarities unless im seriously pissed* stop denying the fact that you do not know, that you just want you to be dumb so at the end of the year they can simply say "oh i beat you haha ha" whatever, all the childish acts this society is willing to do just because of a stupid game called life.simply primitive the way these people think, if you cannot upgrade yourself, drag the top people down, and they slowly drag them down one by on until those at the bottom rise to the top. talk about the fight for the throne. if you cant do your homework ask the teachers, if not ask friends who you know and you better not dissapear when they need you, or simply they would too dissapear, and these cold and empty world would become emptier. i guess whoever who's reading this would know how i feel i hope those BITCHES AND BASTARDS who mastered the art of mooching is reading this because i seriouslt CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE-screw all you faggots-