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Wednesday, March 5, 2008


he used to lived just to see how far he could get to. everyday he thought to himself, whats the point of god giving life to him, he was nothing compared to the rest. the world stood out more than he did, everybody was better than him. he was nothing, but the leaverage to make the world know that there is someone out there who is worst. He used to live in his own world, where everything went according to what he wanted. he felt at ease there. no worries, no pressure, just him and him alone.

The world was not the place for him, he thought. seeing the things people do. has it ever occured to your mind that if people could simply tell, about their best in your face, what makes you think they won't? and he ask himself, this world is filled with naught but people who were made to be superficial. nothing else.

and everyday he thinks that there was no point breaking free, nobody needed him, nobody would ever want him, and he would live his life just to see, when he will die.

it was a fallacy, to think that this world was nice, because under the hood was something so detestable, that not even grim reaper would like it.

he hid in a corner, running away from the sinister beings the world was filled. he's seen the people this world was filled with.

and his heart, turned cold and hard. he's lost too many people in his life. he doesnt want anymore he loved to dissapear. so he thought why love? and he left his heart in the grasp of despair. in the pits of doom and to never return to the damned.

he thought that he would never feel warmth again, or so that was what he thought. and so he locked himself up, his heart up and his soul.

until that day. the 7th. and i thank you for that.

-i wont let you go, if you promise not to fade away-

| Into My Thoughts @ 8:43 PM |