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Insensitive

And she stared at him,
giving him the 'fuck off' look

what was his problem?
she thought to herself.
what was his issue?

so what if she was not as smart as he is,
so what if she was not in the same class as he is,
even though she achieved better grades,
so what if he learnt more things than her.
so what?

she hated him,
loathed him,
spits at him,

but she never speaks up.

they used to be friends,
he still think they are
but she knows he sucks .

She lit the lighter
and burned the picture.

Insensitive that's what he was
and she knows,
she wasn't the only one.

People used to like him,
until they knew him well,
than they shunned him avoid him.

Who asks stupid questions like "are you ok"
when the person practically doens't want to talk about it.

Who trys to be nice,
when he himself knows that
she hates him.

He thrives on people
who's brains are so called
"lousier than his"
just because he's in a better class.

She hates him
loath him
spits at him

Manipulator he was,
one who thinks he can control,
but she won't be controlled by him,

so what if her sciences knowledge was worse than his
he should have stayed back one year
and learn to be
a proper man

people who don't know him,
see him as distinguished,
gentlemanly
and rich

what a girl would want.

but no, he was uglier than all that
a wolve in sheeps clothing
that is who he is.

Every sentence he says to her
to him,
it seems like trying to start a conversation

but to her,
he was mocking her.

examples

____ is the top in level for pure sciences but he's struggling in __
you think you can meh?

Do you have science practical examinations?

You lucky you're in your class your subjects are so easy,

I think i want to take POA. Its so easy

Eh. you never go to ____ school ah?

i'm going ___ because i know i will struggle in ____

No la you're smarter than me

and when she told him, that she wanted to go to __
he started some granmother story,

which made her super pissed.

who was he to mock her?
who was he to be two faced?
Nice to girls, horrid to guys, extremely competitive,
a devil in disguise

She knows better to steer clear from him

she wanted to say fuck off in his face
but she knows that that wouldn't be wise

she wanted to punch his poorly constructed face
but she knows that he's face is too hard to be dented

she wanted to give him the cold shoulder,
but he keeps popping back

"Stop trying to use everyone bitch" she screamed at his burning face

but no response was heard.

He's a flirt, she knows
he pervs on pretty girls, she knows
he treats guys unequally,
guys were thought as just friends,
girls were thought to be much closer
for someone like him

like the paintings on a clowns face
his smile was

another lie
trying to be nice

another freak
another trash
another liar
another blind
another deaf

that was him,

with another mouth
that shoots without thinking

that was him,

and she sweared that
she,
was
going
to
prove
that
bitch
wrong

You're not my friend

i was blind to see

a friend in you before

i'm not making that mistake again

go away

and dissapear

Labels: Another day thinking

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